coba deh, tanya anak2 kecil di sekitar kita....
"kalo udah besar mu jadi apa?"
jawabnya pasti: kalo pilot, tentara, jendral presiden... atau yang paling populer jadi "dokter"
seriously kiddo, you don't realize what you were sayin'....
careful what you wish for kiddo....
hehehehehe
*peace*
maaf ya bagi ibu2 yang mau anaknya jadi dokter, (^.^)v
(gila kalo ketauan ma temen nyokap yg anaknya SMA dan punya rencana "ajaib" itu, gw bisa dicubit sampe biru hohoho)
it's just the way to achieve is a whole new rocky road, like any other proffesion does.
tapi ditemani 200 orang senasib, sometime it could be fun
(sekarang aja bisa gw ngomong gini, H-1 ujian pasien gw pasti udah mulai depresi lagi LOL)
random banget nih post.
hahahaha
PS: Aya, lo masih mau jadi junior gw kan? hohohoho
28 Desember 2008
26 Desember 2008
10 Desember 2008
di tag...
Dapet tag dari Ayame.... let's have some quick fun...
1. Nama skul km?
TK AsSalam, SD AlKamal, SMP 75, SMA 65, FKUI 2005
2. Nama ketua kelas km?
Ketua angkatan? Darius, sekarang sih stase kulit ketua kelasnya Anin
3. Jabatan km di kelas?
anggota kelompok... (yang suka panikan dan ga nyambung)
4. Guru yang paling killer?
itu lhoooo.....*ehem* NEXT. lol
5. Nama kepsek km?
gw ingetnya Pak Ritonga pas SMU, sekarang bu dekan kami dr. RS SpM...
6. Nama Wakepsek km?
Ada 4 bo. lupa gw.
7. Pernah jadi ketua kelas?
No. Nay. Never. lol
8. Pelajaran yang paling ga suka?
SMU... kimia ma apapun yg buat gw keringetan (secara walaupun bhs inggris tp gurunya hukum gw lari2 lapangan... ga oke juga..)
Sekarang... *sigh*
9. Kegiatan rutin kamu di kelas?
Dateng, beli kopi kaleng, duduk di kelas, kuliah, nge-poli, pulang.
10. Pernah diskors?
Jangan ah, hehe
11. Sering dihukum?
Lebih tepatnya dimarahin, dicecer, di pojokkin, dicuekin hehehe ga juga sih...
12. Sering buat PR di skul?
kalo ga banyak n ada sumber dari sang "maestro" kenapa ga? hahaha
13. Tempat duduk diatur ga?
SMU... ya. Sekarang... terserah aja, asal jangan telat.
14. Nomor absen km?
11
15. Km jurusan IPA/IPS/Bahasa?
LOL.. IPA yang terlalu IPA...
16. Suka bolos gak?
Sayangnya gw ga sepinter dan serajin dan senekat itu untuk bolos...
17. Sering rame?
Lagi mood dateng... bisa diem, bisa rame...
18. Ada ade kelas yang rese?
Ga sih. jarang berinteraksi ma ade klas..
19. Kalo kk kelas?
Ga tuh. adem-ayem hehehe
20. Boleh bw HP ke skul?
secara dosen gw hub gw via sms... gimana cara gw ga bawa HP?
21. Pernah berantem di skul?
Nope.
22. Pelajaran yang paling kamu suka?
Yang ga bikin gw stres menjelang ujian pasien? ada ga ya? haha
23. Tempat fave di skolah?
dulu... jaman dahulu... gw suka perpus atas... sekarang.... perpus bawah, sekitar jam 7 kebawah...
24. Ada kantin ga?
tinggal milih. *sayangnya letaknya berjauhan...*
25. Suka langgar peraturan ga?
Kalo ga ketauan.. dan ga terlalu parah.. dan ga menyangkut keberadaan gw dikampus...
26. Baju suka dikeluarin?
seharusnya pertanyaannya :"Baju pernah dimasukkin?" (jawabnnya selalu dikeluarin.. heheh)
27. Suka nyontek?
kalo "legal" sih... it's OK
28. Nama panggilan kamu di sekolah?
Indro. *shoot*
29. Pesan buat angkatan di bawah kamu?
Nikmatilah preklinik kalian, sebelum dibantai rotasi minor 3 minggu...
30. tag?
1. Nadia
2. Nadira
3. Kelompok gw LOL
4. Uti!
1. Nama skul km?
TK AsSalam, SD AlKamal, SMP 75, SMA 65, FKUI 2005
2. Nama ketua kelas km?
Ketua angkatan? Darius, sekarang sih stase kulit ketua kelasnya Anin
3. Jabatan km di kelas?
anggota kelompok... (yang suka panikan dan ga nyambung)
4. Guru yang paling killer?
itu lhoooo.....*ehem* NEXT. lol
5. Nama kepsek km?
gw ingetnya Pak Ritonga pas SMU, sekarang bu dekan kami dr. RS SpM...
6. Nama Wakepsek km?
Ada 4 bo. lupa gw.
7. Pernah jadi ketua kelas?
No. Nay. Never. lol
8. Pelajaran yang paling ga suka?
SMU... kimia ma apapun yg buat gw keringetan (secara walaupun bhs inggris tp gurunya hukum gw lari2 lapangan... ga oke juga..)
Sekarang... *sigh*
9. Kegiatan rutin kamu di kelas?
Dateng, beli kopi kaleng, duduk di kelas, kuliah, nge-poli, pulang.
10. Pernah diskors?
Jangan ah, hehe
11. Sering dihukum?
Lebih tepatnya dimarahin, dicecer, di pojokkin, dicuekin hehehe ga juga sih...
12. Sering buat PR di skul?
kalo ga banyak n ada sumber dari sang "maestro" kenapa ga? hahaha
13. Tempat duduk diatur ga?
SMU... ya. Sekarang... terserah aja, asal jangan telat.
14. Nomor absen km?
11
15. Km jurusan IPA/IPS/Bahasa?
LOL.. IPA yang terlalu IPA...
16. Suka bolos gak?
Sayangnya gw ga sepinter dan serajin dan senekat itu untuk bolos...
17. Sering rame?
Lagi mood dateng... bisa diem, bisa rame...
18. Ada ade kelas yang rese?
Ga sih. jarang berinteraksi ma ade klas..
19. Kalo kk kelas?
Ga tuh. adem-ayem hehehe
20. Boleh bw HP ke skul?
secara dosen gw hub gw via sms... gimana cara gw ga bawa HP?
21. Pernah berantem di skul?
Nope.
22. Pelajaran yang paling kamu suka?
Yang ga bikin gw stres menjelang ujian pasien? ada ga ya? haha
23. Tempat fave di skolah?
dulu... jaman dahulu... gw suka perpus atas... sekarang.... perpus bawah, sekitar jam 7 kebawah...
24. Ada kantin ga?
tinggal milih. *sayangnya letaknya berjauhan...*
25. Suka langgar peraturan ga?
Kalo ga ketauan.. dan ga terlalu parah.. dan ga menyangkut keberadaan gw dikampus...
26. Baju suka dikeluarin?
seharusnya pertanyaannya :"Baju pernah dimasukkin?" (jawabnnya selalu dikeluarin.. heheh)
27. Suka nyontek?
kalo "legal" sih... it's OK
28. Nama panggilan kamu di sekolah?
Indro. *shoot*
29. Pesan buat angkatan di bawah kamu?
Nikmatilah preklinik kalian, sebelum dibantai rotasi minor 3 minggu...
30. tag?
1. Nadia
2. Nadira
3. Kelompok gw LOL
4. Uti!
07 Desember 2008
Learning by doing
Hari ini memulangkan spupu gw yang gw culik selama dua hari LOL. enak juga sih ada temen dirumah, kemaren kita nonton twilight (yang akan gw bahas belakangan hehe) sampenya dirumah mu pergi untuk midnight sale di debenhams... tapi gara2 teler + sodara gw yang udah keracunan twilight, ga jadi deh, paginya nyesel juga sih.. kan kapan lagi? haha
well, hari ini pas mulangin spupu gw itu, ibunya (uwak gw-that's how i call her) lagi ga ada yang bantuin di rumah, sedangkan rumah itu di"rusuh" sama 4 orang perusuh (which is my family hehe). karena ayah dan ibu gw puasa, dan kebetulan uwak gw puasa, jadi rencananya buka puasa bareng.
She's a very good cook. and love to serve people.
karena ibu gw ga tega nyuruh kakaknya masak buat 8 orang, trus ibu gw nyulik sepupu gw itu (well, poor you, sis LOL) untuk beli makanan deket rumah dia, which left me to help her mom. pertamanya sih tugas gw gampang cuma buat vla puding. gampang ko, sampe sekarang aja masih inget, haha tinggal susu campur maizena dan kuning telor diaduk tambah gula n garem. uwak gw puasa... jadi dia mempercayakan gw dalam soal rasa... pas buka ternyata banyak yang komplain kurang manis xDD. padahal menurut gw rasanya udah oke.
i screw up things LOL.
tugas kedua gw adalah bantuin angetin rendang ayamnya, karena beku dalem freezer, jadi harus tambah air, karena gw ga tau seberapa "sedikit" air versi uwak gw dibanding ma versi ibu gw (yang notabene ga bisa masak juga xDDD). alhasil mengundang komentar spupu gw dan uwak gw "kok rendangnya begini ya?" LOL mereka sih cuma ketawa liat hasil masakan gw yang aneh.. tapi ga ngubah rasa ko, tetep enak :) emang dasar uwak gw hebat!.
akhirnya menyadari kemampuan gw berpindah tugas jadi cleaning service, beacuse i know i'm pretty good at it LOL. dibandingkan dengan masak?? LOL
oh ya tentang twilight...
hmmm... gimana ya? bagi spupu gw yang belom tau jalan cerita novelnya menurut dia sih, adegan jatuh cintanya terlalu cepet. sampe segitunya, tapi emang sih ga mungkin juga satu buku dimasukin dalam 2 jam film. menurut gw mayan bagus. bayangan edward-bella lumayan tercermin dalam film itu. semua castnya bagus2 meranin... scenenya bagus, apalagi baseball... menurut gw itu paling keren. lagunya bagus lagi, Muse. haha
and i literally hold my breath and choked when Carlisle enter the scene for the first time. LOL xDD. i wish i could find a pic to tell you guys the reason why i literally stop breathing for a while, LOL.
and Give me a Break Catherine H! Jacob should be Dancing with Bella! Do him some Justice! LOL
well 7 out of 10. tapi menurut gw two thumbs up for catherine hedwick...
ps: Nad, i think i can get use to Jacob and his controversial long hair... LOL
well, hari ini pas mulangin spupu gw itu, ibunya (uwak gw-that's how i call her) lagi ga ada yang bantuin di rumah, sedangkan rumah itu di"rusuh" sama 4 orang perusuh (which is my family hehe). karena ayah dan ibu gw puasa, dan kebetulan uwak gw puasa, jadi rencananya buka puasa bareng.
She's a very good cook. and love to serve people.
karena ibu gw ga tega nyuruh kakaknya masak buat 8 orang, trus ibu gw nyulik sepupu gw itu (well, poor you, sis LOL) untuk beli makanan deket rumah dia, which left me to help her mom. pertamanya sih tugas gw gampang cuma buat vla puding. gampang ko, sampe sekarang aja masih inget, haha tinggal susu campur maizena dan kuning telor diaduk tambah gula n garem. uwak gw puasa... jadi dia mempercayakan gw dalam soal rasa... pas buka ternyata banyak yang komplain kurang manis xDD. padahal menurut gw rasanya udah oke.
i screw up things LOL.
tugas kedua gw adalah bantuin angetin rendang ayamnya, karena beku dalem freezer, jadi harus tambah air, karena gw ga tau seberapa "sedikit" air versi uwak gw dibanding ma versi ibu gw (yang notabene ga bisa masak juga xDDD). alhasil mengundang komentar spupu gw dan uwak gw "kok rendangnya begini ya?" LOL mereka sih cuma ketawa liat hasil masakan gw yang aneh.. tapi ga ngubah rasa ko, tetep enak :) emang dasar uwak gw hebat!.
akhirnya menyadari kemampuan gw berpindah tugas jadi cleaning service, beacuse i know i'm pretty good at it LOL. dibandingkan dengan masak?? LOL
oh ya tentang twilight...
hmmm... gimana ya? bagi spupu gw yang belom tau jalan cerita novelnya menurut dia sih, adegan jatuh cintanya terlalu cepet. sampe segitunya, tapi emang sih ga mungkin juga satu buku dimasukin dalam 2 jam film. menurut gw mayan bagus. bayangan edward-bella lumayan tercermin dalam film itu. semua castnya bagus2 meranin... scenenya bagus, apalagi baseball... menurut gw itu paling keren. lagunya bagus lagi, Muse. haha
and i literally hold my breath and choked when Carlisle enter the scene for the first time. LOL xDD. i wish i could find a pic to tell you guys the reason why i literally stop breathing for a while, LOL.
and Give me a Break Catherine H! Jacob should be Dancing with Bella! Do him some Justice! LOL
well 7 out of 10. tapi menurut gw two thumbs up for catherine hedwick...
ps: Nad, i think i can get use to Jacob and his controversial long hair... LOL
03 Desember 2008
30 November 2008
29 November 2008
Melt with twilight...
udah ada midnight twilight-nya di PS...
tapi secara gw bener sendiri dirumah... (literally, Alone) dan ga ada transportasi, dari pada rumah gw dibawa pergi ma siput kan mending gw jagain (^o^)
hohoho....
hoho...
ho...
(denial seorang yang stuck dirumah dan ga bisa kemana2...)
*sigh*
*garuk2 kepala*
oh by the way, dapet pic bagus dari castnya twilight siang ini.
aren't they just cute together? *(^.^)*
specially that steamy vampire, emmet cullen
kemaren akhirnya ketemu ma anak2 AI lagi, (at last... setelah setahun ga menggila) yahh.. khususnya member2 "tua" alias member lama yang udah pada ngilang...
seperti biasa, kita menjajah satu tempat sampe bikin rusuh... walaupun mostly yang diomongin bukan jepang2an.. it's so good to have them back around again ^^.
udah ah, harus insaf. senen miniCEX sama seorang prof.
i'd better not to look dumb again this time...
eh iya, musim sakit. take care of yourself!
ps: Nad, tell me if you at last attend the twilight midnight show, 'kay? *(^o^)*
tapi secara gw bener sendiri dirumah... (literally, Alone) dan ga ada transportasi, dari pada rumah gw dibawa pergi ma siput kan mending gw jagain (^o^)
hohoho....
hoho...
ho...
(denial seorang yang stuck dirumah dan ga bisa kemana2...)
*sigh*
*garuk2 kepala*
oh by the way, dapet pic bagus dari castnya twilight siang ini.
aren't they just cute together? *(^.^)*
kemaren akhirnya ketemu ma anak2 AI lagi, (at last... setelah setahun ga menggila) yahh.. khususnya member2 "tua" alias member lama yang udah pada ngilang...
seperti biasa, kita menjajah satu tempat sampe bikin rusuh... walaupun mostly yang diomongin bukan jepang2an.. it's so good to have them back around again ^^.
udah ah, harus insaf. senen miniCEX sama seorang prof.
i'd better not to look dumb again this time...
eh iya, musim sakit. take care of yourself!
ps: Nad, tell me if you at last attend the twilight midnight show, 'kay? *(^o^)*
16 November 2008
Susah banget sih jadi dokter?
why is this SO hard, tiresome and stressful...
*sigh*
ps: please don't try to tell me to try to enjoy it. believe me, i tried. and this is what i get. wanting a fluffy strawberry sundae in middle of rainy midnight, just to put myself altogether, try to not driven mad.
i just hope this all madness will come to a good end.
why is this SO hard, tiresome and stressful...
*sigh*
ps: please don't try to tell me to try to enjoy it. believe me, i tried. and this is what i get. wanting a fluffy strawberry sundae in middle of rainy midnight, just to put myself altogether, try to not driven mad.
i just hope this all madness will come to a good end.
15 November 2008
you DO feel geeky when.....
... you actually planned to cancel your 9 pm movie in theater just because you are afraid you won't get a chance to study for next patient exam.
and by the time you were saying it, you were standing in the ticket queue.
and you actually said it out loud.
and everyone threw you a "she's a geek" look.
and you really... regretted why you have to say those things.
and you DID feel like a geek.
it's saturday night, freak-show. *mentally slap herself*
well.. i'm NOT actually a study-oriented person (this is the truth, not denial)
i'm just a stupid and unexperienced student who conscious enough to admit that and scare the hell out of thing such as patient exam and actually wants to get through ENT in peace.
and i'm not a that kind of... uh.. study-person. whatever.
by the way, Quantum of Solace is disappointing. 4 out of 10
Sorry Mr. Bond. yes, you. James Bond.
and by the time you were saying it, you were standing in the ticket queue.
and you actually said it out loud.
and everyone threw you a "she's a geek" look.
and you really... regretted why you have to say those things.
and you DID feel like a geek.
it's saturday night, freak-show. *mentally slap herself*
well.. i'm NOT actually a study-oriented person (this is the truth, not denial)
i'm just a stupid and unexperienced student who conscious enough to admit that and scare the hell out of thing such as patient exam and actually wants to get through ENT in peace.
and i'm not a that kind of... uh.. study-person. whatever.
by the way, Quantum of Solace is disappointing. 4 out of 10
Sorry Mr. Bond. yes, you. James Bond.
08 November 2008
Celebrity's Dillema
hari ini bener2 ga ada kerjaan...
jadi dari tadi cuma download2 lagu random, karena kebayanyakan denger Rythm of Love Mustang fm pas jalan pulang jaga tadi pagi, jadi lah gw mengetik nama2 boyband dan lagu2nya yang gw tau di search engine limewire xDDD. tadi juga sempet buka youtube, nyari video2 lama dari band2 tsb, aduh mendingan dengerin lagunya aja deh.... ko dulu gw bisa suka ya? LOL
btw talk about boyband...
beberapa hari (ga hari juga sih, minggu kali) yang lalu, disalah satu stand donat terkemuka di jakarta, sambil nungguin minuman pesenan gw ngeliat koran yang dipajang di deket kasir gw baca kalo Avenged Sevenfold konser di jakarta oktober kemaren. dan gw kaget. bukan gw kaget karena dia mu konser n gw telat tau, tapi karena baru pertama kali ngeliat personilnya (ooohh... ini toh avenged sevenfold).
gw ga suka Avenged, cuma suka beberapa lagu (itu juga karena efek racun kaka gw), tapi ntah kenapa gw kecewa.. ngg mungkin bukan kecewa... tapi aga kaget yahh.. karena gw pikir : They're just too cute to be a rocker (i'm sorry for the fans). menjelaskan kan? kenapa kemaren pas konser di jakarta kebanyakan yang nonton cewek???
so what do rocker need in context of appearance?
Tatto... check
Tindik... check
suara garang n serek ga jelas itu... check
but they just couldn't hide their cute faces! xDDDDD
gw sihberharap menyangka kalo Avenged itu bakal.. well yeah, rocker-like. at least kaya Jacobby Shadix atau... Gerard Way (entah kenapa kaya mengingatkan gw kaya senior di kampus heheh, walaupun ga mirip) atau... Bert McCracken.... Bill Kaulitz lah mentok2nya... (walaupun yang satu ini kayanya kebanyakan nonton L'Arc sama Gackt.. atu udah intoksikasi J-Rock kronik...)... yah kaya gitu.
Sekarang gw tau alasan Slipknot pake topeng... LOL mungkin supaya ga ngerusak "Image Musik" yang mereka buat heheeh... karena menurut testimoni orang2, kasusnya sama: They're just too cute to be rocker.
Still like Avenged anyway :)
jadi dari tadi cuma download2 lagu random, karena kebayanyakan denger Rythm of Love Mustang fm pas jalan pulang jaga tadi pagi, jadi lah gw mengetik nama2 boyband dan lagu2nya yang gw tau di search engine limewire xDDD. tadi juga sempet buka youtube, nyari video2 lama dari band2 tsb, aduh mendingan dengerin lagunya aja deh.... ko dulu gw bisa suka ya? LOL
btw talk about boyband...
beberapa hari (ga hari juga sih, minggu kali) yang lalu, disalah satu stand donat terkemuka di jakarta, sambil nungguin minuman pesenan gw ngeliat koran yang dipajang di deket kasir gw baca kalo Avenged Sevenfold konser di jakarta oktober kemaren. dan gw kaget. bukan gw kaget karena dia mu konser n gw telat tau, tapi karena baru pertama kali ngeliat personilnya (ooohh... ini toh avenged sevenfold).
gw ga suka Avenged, cuma suka beberapa lagu (itu juga karena efek racun kaka gw), tapi ntah kenapa gw kecewa.. ngg mungkin bukan kecewa... tapi aga kaget yahh.. karena gw pikir : They're just too cute to be a rocker (i'm sorry for the fans). menjelaskan kan? kenapa kemaren pas konser di jakarta kebanyakan yang nonton cewek???
so what do rocker need in context of appearance?
Tatto... check
Tindik... check
suara garang n serek ga jelas itu... check
but they just couldn't hide their cute faces! xDDDDD
gw sih
Sekarang gw tau alasan Slipknot pake topeng... LOL mungkin supaya ga ngerusak "Image Musik" yang mereka buat heheeh... karena menurut testimoni orang2, kasusnya sama: They're just too cute to be rocker.
Still like Avenged anyway :)
04 November 2008
Ways to apologize
ga ada yang sempurna kan?
bahkan untuk seseorang yang berpengalaman dalam hidup kaya ayah-ibu...
kadang2 terlalu gengsi buat ngaku kalo salah, tapi kadang2 mungkin ngerasa bersalah juga, akhirnya sih minta maaf...
well, yang menarik sih gimana cara mereka minta maaf sama anak2nya (dalam konteks ini gw.. hehe)
well, ayah gw...
he's not gonna say "i'm sorry" to me...
mengingat sifatnya yang sangat sama ma gw.. GENGSIAN.
tapi biasanya sih, ayah gw dan gw "sama-sama ngerti" kalo kita mesti get over it.
mungkin ajak ngobrol duluan... ato kalo masih marah.. paling keluar tuh kata ampuhnya:
"rugi, marah sama saya, nanti ga dapet uang lho..."
well, yeah... *shrug* truth hurts. *scratch head*
yang yang paling lucu ibu gw..
terutama hari ini, she's broken her promise to me. (again. hahahaa)
gw ga marah sih, tapi mungkin muka gw terlihat kecewa dan kesal...
ibu: dek, kita beli martabak yah (niatnya nyogok gw pake makanan)
gw: ga usah ah (udah kesel) pulang aja
ibu: mampir sebentar coba...
*martabak udah jadi*
ibu: makan dek, kamu kan belom makan, mumpung masih panas..
gw: *ambil satu* (beberapa menit kemudian... FYI martabak gw belom abis)
ibu: ini ambil lagi, biar kenyang. (ngasih martabak di tisu)
gw: nanti2... belom abis...
ibu: (beberapa ment kemudian) ambil lagi nih...
kejadian itu berulang berkali2.. sampe gw pegag mrtabak 3 biji di tangan gw... baru ibu gw menjelaskan kenapa dia ga bisa "menepati janji" saat itu. sial. gw ko mau2an gw disogok makanan... hehehe
kadang kalo dia ngeliat gw kesel karena salah satu hobi ibu gw (mindah2in furniture sembarangan, sering kali ngerusak susunan kabel elektronik, TV ga nyala, printer ga nyala, internet mati which left me ALONE to fix her mess.. hahah) gw menemukan kalo dia lagi2.. "nyogok" gw sama makanan, kalo ga ada makanan yang bikin gw ngiler saat itu ibu gw kadang2 kasih dalam bentuk "mentahnya" aja... hahaha
guess no matter how old i am, i'm still their tiny little daughter...
LOL
bahkan untuk seseorang yang berpengalaman dalam hidup kaya ayah-ibu...
kadang2 terlalu gengsi buat ngaku kalo salah, tapi kadang2 mungkin ngerasa bersalah juga, akhirnya sih minta maaf...
well, yang menarik sih gimana cara mereka minta maaf sama anak2nya (dalam konteks ini gw.. hehe)
well, ayah gw...
he's not gonna say "i'm sorry" to me...
mengingat sifatnya yang sangat sama ma gw.. GENGSIAN.
tapi biasanya sih, ayah gw dan gw "sama-sama ngerti" kalo kita mesti get over it.
mungkin ajak ngobrol duluan... ato kalo masih marah.. paling keluar tuh kata ampuhnya:
"rugi, marah sama saya, nanti ga dapet uang lho..."
well, yeah... *shrug* truth hurts. *scratch head*
yang yang paling lucu ibu gw..
terutama hari ini, she's broken her promise to me. (again. hahahaa)
gw ga marah sih, tapi mungkin muka gw terlihat kecewa dan kesal...
ibu: dek, kita beli martabak yah (niatnya nyogok gw pake makanan)
gw: ga usah ah (udah kesel) pulang aja
ibu: mampir sebentar coba...
*martabak udah jadi*
ibu: makan dek, kamu kan belom makan, mumpung masih panas..
gw: *ambil satu* (beberapa menit kemudian... FYI martabak gw belom abis)
ibu: ini ambil lagi, biar kenyang. (ngasih martabak di tisu)
gw: nanti2... belom abis...
ibu: (beberapa ment kemudian) ambil lagi nih...
kejadian itu berulang berkali2.. sampe gw pegag mrtabak 3 biji di tangan gw... baru ibu gw menjelaskan kenapa dia ga bisa "menepati janji" saat itu. sial. gw ko mau2an gw disogok makanan... hehehe
kadang kalo dia ngeliat gw kesel karena salah satu hobi ibu gw (mindah2in furniture sembarangan, sering kali ngerusak susunan kabel elektronik, TV ga nyala, printer ga nyala, internet mati which left me ALONE to fix her mess.. hahah) gw menemukan kalo dia lagi2.. "nyogok" gw sama makanan, kalo ga ada makanan yang bikin gw ngiler saat itu ibu gw kadang2 kasih dalam bentuk "mentahnya" aja... hahaha
guess no matter how old i am, i'm still their tiny little daughter...
LOL
27 Oktober 2008
Skeptical thought
My dad always said that i'm full of negativity.
that my thought always full of NOes and imposibility, to be short, i'm always being skeptical. for almost anything. that i always thought my brother wouldn't want to wait for me during my night shift, which he did for almost two hours without whining. that my mom wouldn't listen to my idea of furniture color, which she did and she even ask the designer to re-designed what he has done to my mom.
My dad always said that i should stop think negative on everything going on around me.
but, let me get things right, who thought me to be skeptical?
if it's not the experience itself.
it's more like reffered pain mechanism in several hollow organ dysfunction.
when an impulse delivered to the brain from unusual source of pain, still, the brain will interpret the pain as something that coming from organs that "usually" send pain impulse.
i don't have to think twice to know what happen next.
because it happens all the time, when i know that some mechanism will end in such way, no matter how much i try to interfere, why should i bother for hoping a change?
if it's something actually happens outside the unusual way, it's simply coincidence.
now, am i wrong for being skeptical?
that my thought always full of NOes and imposibility, to be short, i'm always being skeptical. for almost anything. that i always thought my brother wouldn't want to wait for me during my night shift, which he did for almost two hours without whining. that my mom wouldn't listen to my idea of furniture color, which she did and she even ask the designer to re-designed what he has done to my mom.
My dad always said that i should stop think negative on everything going on around me.
but, let me get things right, who thought me to be skeptical?
if it's not the experience itself.
it's more like reffered pain mechanism in several hollow organ dysfunction.
when an impulse delivered to the brain from unusual source of pain, still, the brain will interpret the pain as something that coming from organs that "usually" send pain impulse.
i don't have to think twice to know what happen next.
because it happens all the time, when i know that some mechanism will end in such way, no matter how much i try to interfere, why should i bother for hoping a change?
if it's something actually happens outside the unusual way, it's simply coincidence.
now, am i wrong for being skeptical?
24 Oktober 2008
tough luck part2
and my "luck" leads me to...
someone who failed 6 of my friends in previous rotation....
Lord, what do you wnat me to do...
Resident: He/She's good.
Me: No, i meant it.
Resident: No, He/She uh.... i don't have any comment for you about him/her.... um.. but well, he/she's nice. i mean, when you have your exam under his/her supervision.
Me: .... *unsure*
Friend: Poor Prognosis? malam?
Resident: No. bonam. he's/she's... nice...
yeah but the resident said it in flat tone, flat-faced, PURE emotionless.
That's SO pathological, doc. (to think that he used to be cheerful and full-of-spirit kind of person)
i better get to study.
someone who failed 6 of my friends in previous rotation....
Lord, what do you wnat me to do...
Resident: He/She's good.
Me: No, i meant it.
Resident: No, He/She uh.... i don't have any comment for you about him/her.... um.. but well, he/she's nice. i mean, when you have your exam under his/her supervision.
Me: .... *unsure*
Friend: Poor Prognosis? malam?
Resident: No. bonam. he's/she's... nice...
yeah but the resident said it in flat tone, flat-faced, PURE emotionless.
That's SO pathological, doc. (to think that he used to be cheerful and full-of-spirit kind of person)
i better get to study.
23 Oktober 2008
tough luck
bad things do happens.
hari ini paginya berjalan kaya biasa, DiPa, PresKas, Kerja Poli...
yang beda hanya gw harus ngejer nyari 3 kasus buat PorTy (Portfolio -red)
pulang, masuk ke mobil...
ga bisa starter, kirain karena kekunci soalnya central locknya suka rese, tapi BENER2 ga bisa nyala! udah dicoba, dibantu sama mas2 supir sekitar (sambil diketawain juga karena gw ga tau letak "alat2") tapi intinya GA BISA NYALA.
dan hari hujan. PERFECT.
jadi gw ambil Laptop mu ngerjain PorTy, dan ternyata, GW GA BISA MASUK KE WINDOWS...
coba mask Safe Mode, ga bisa...
masuk Command Prompt, ga bisa...
trus gw ketemu CiPi, gw jalan ke forensik untuk minta tolong ma temen...
lalu setelah dikutak-kutik dan dia ngomong sendiri pake bahasa IT yang ga gw ngerti akhirnya dia memvonis lapotop gw mesti di "F"-word. (Format -red)
dan masih hujan. JUST WHAT I NEED.
gw nunggu di pojokan perpus sampe kk gw dateng
udah ga ujan,tapi gw mesti ke Karawaci buat benerin Laptop, butuh banget buat ujian.
beres sih, untung udah dipartisi jadi data inti gw ga ilang....
tapi jadinya gw pulang capke banget, masi harus ngerjain PorTy pula...
huff... ga ikutan tambah jaga deh gw besok..
Bad Day banget hari ini,
tap tunggu besok, undian penguji ujian Potfolio..
let's see what's my luck can lead me to...
hari ini paginya berjalan kaya biasa, DiPa, PresKas, Kerja Poli...
yang beda hanya gw harus ngejer nyari 3 kasus buat PorTy (Portfolio -red)
pulang, masuk ke mobil...
ga bisa starter, kirain karena kekunci soalnya central locknya suka rese, tapi BENER2 ga bisa nyala! udah dicoba, dibantu sama mas2 supir sekitar (sambil diketawain juga karena gw ga tau letak "alat2") tapi intinya GA BISA NYALA.
dan hari hujan. PERFECT.
jadi gw ambil Laptop mu ngerjain PorTy, dan ternyata, GW GA BISA MASUK KE WINDOWS...
coba mask Safe Mode, ga bisa...
masuk Command Prompt, ga bisa...
trus gw ketemu CiPi, gw jalan ke forensik untuk minta tolong ma temen...
lalu setelah dikutak-kutik dan dia ngomong sendiri pake bahasa IT yang ga gw ngerti akhirnya dia memvonis lapotop gw mesti di "F"-word. (Format -red)
dan masih hujan. JUST WHAT I NEED.
gw nunggu di pojokan perpus sampe kk gw dateng
udah ga ujan,tapi gw mesti ke Karawaci buat benerin Laptop, butuh banget buat ujian.
beres sih, untung udah dipartisi jadi data inti gw ga ilang....
tapi jadinya gw pulang capke banget, masi harus ngerjain PorTy pula...
huff... ga ikutan tambah jaga deh gw besok..
Bad Day banget hari ini,
tap tunggu besok, undian penguji ujian Potfolio..
let's see what's my luck can lead me to...
16 Oktober 2008
Thai Ice Tea
---> current obsession: Thai Ice TeaMenurut gw paling enak sih di J.Co atau Cilantro hehehe (tapi gw ga gila buat ke gedung BNI 46 cuma buat beli ini... niat.com). kalo diinget2 dulu, pernah baca di majalah mana kalo orang inggris suka minum susu pagi2, karena ada pengaruh dari budaya China kalo ga salah, jadi sedikit "bergeser" suka minum teh pake susu pagi2...
dan saat itu gw langsung eneg bayanginnya.. (how come???)
Teh aja udah buat sengsara.. ditambah susu pula..
dan beberapa tahun kemudian (which is Now), gw rela bermacet2 ria dari kampus buat nyari Thai Ice Tea (yang notabene ga jauh -jauh amat dari teh susu). speaking of Karma.
Oh iya, ga usah peduliin postingan sentimentil gw sebelumnya.
emang dilahirin bukan sbagai idealis, kalo semangat kebakar kaya gitu sekali dan langsung "dipadamkan" akhirnya padam juga.. (ga kaya semangat versi Dorama Jepang yang walaupun udah diinjek2 kaya apa masih berjuang... that's just not... me..)
jadi apa yang terjadi?
intinya gw salah baca. udah bela2 in baca diktat sampe pagi tapi tetep aja yang keluar soal aneh bin ajaib, dan yang paling nyakitin:
A: Hampir sama ya, kaya soal sebelumnya?
Gw: Hah? nggak kali
A: Sama. liat deh *kasih liat*
Gw: ... Lho? gw ga ada fotokopian yg ini
A: Ada. coba periksa
pas gw periksa, memang ada sih, tapi itu dibalik2 dari diktat2 fisiologi yang gw selalu berpikir ntar aja bacanya...
*DALEM* kembalikan waktu tidur gw!!!! (>__>)
Oh iya, hari ini pengumuman IGD keluar...
Alhamdulillah gw lulus sih, (dan sebenernya itu yang gw bingung, Mini CEX gw banyak planga-plongo, Post Test juga *kayanya*prognosis ga bagus, Portfolio jelas2 heheheh buatnya hari-H, walaupun udah dibuat sebelumnya sihh). Kalo ga karna dr. ED Sp*(K) ***. yang ga tau kenapa ngasih nilai Mini-CEX yang sangat membantu... (>__>)
Aduh ga enak badan... ((>_<)
tapi masih harus ngerjain PresKas
14 Oktober 2008
12 Oktober 2008
taken from a blogspot's site i totally forgot to link it, sorryby the way, the question is:
Would you really wear this? this anatomically-distorted boots?
i like flats
i love flat-tops
i (may) tolerate stilettos or heels
but this boots doesn't even have heels!
kasian gastocnemius dan soleus...
dan David Beckham harus terus rangkul istrinya kalo kaya gini, in case she's falling backward
(and yes, it's Victoria Beckham's boots)
11 Oktober 2008
Sundays at Tiffany's
akhirnya kesampean juga beli ini, udah sampe kebayang-bayang dari awal masuk IGD. setelah direkomendasi oleh teman*peace nad* :)well, what this 300-page with large font have? (yes, it's so LARGE that makes me feel reading a book for preschool kid. no-offense to preschool kid ^^ )
Romance? check.
Fantasy? double check.
Not-another-high-school-story? check.
No Vampires, Werewolves, or another scary things? check (have i told you they creep me out?)
Cheesy Lines? not as good as Edward's but, okay. CHECK. *grins*
bukunya bagus kok^^
sejauh ini sih lumayan, ceritanya ringan ga bikin dahi mengkerut pas baca, ga bikin yang baca bolak-balik halaman, ga buat yang baca bilang "Oh? masa sih? kayanya tadi si X kaya gini..." atau ga bikin yang baca naro buku bentar, menerawang ke atas dan mikir "apa gw salah beli buku ya?". bagi yang suka romance, apalagi yang suka romance dengan bumbu ke-gamungkin-an yang kental (baca: fantasi).
It's simple as falling in love, but the person is your EX-imaginary friend.
sounds pathetic at first i know, but it isn't when you suddenly back from your tiresome job and not-even-better life found your so long and lovable imaginary friend, not as a ghost, as a seen, real-life 3 dimentional human being. that's what's this book about. :)
but still, i can't picture what this book or the other book's means by heavenly agreeable person. Specially when this book mentioned Three Hughes, The Jackman, Grant and one other his fictionally created Hugh LOL. i can't picture someone that top-notch, someone who... y'know both sensitive and have gentlemen-like manners. i mean, what i have in mind is someone with someone else's personality. i wonder where did the authors get the image of their perfect leading man? Specially when the Author himself is a man... oh well..
btw, kemaren udah selesei di IGD, kinda miss that place already LOL (and yea, i'm not kidding). gimana juga pengalaman pertama di klinik, jadi lumayan berkesan, terutama.. CAPEK nya itu. LOL. Now i'm heading for ophtalmology... ayo semangat!! hari Rabu udah Ujian...
Oh iya, buku tadi 7 out of 10
edit:
http://www.khaledhosseini.com/hosseini-bio.html
oh WOW. a writing internist.
09 Oktober 2008
Mini-CEX
Prognosis: dubia ad malam
sebenernya belom tau sih, tapi gw BODOH banget.
padahal dokternya sangat sangat sangat sabar dan baik...
kenapa otak gw ga jalan di waktu yang semestinyaa??????????
sebenernya belom tau sih, tapi gw BODOH banget.
padahal dokternya sangat sangat sangat sabar dan baik...
kenapa otak gw ga jalan di waktu yang semestinyaa??????????
07 Oktober 2008
just when i thought this day is gonna be suck
just when i thought today is gonna be suck...
after your disastrous morning report...
after being told "unqualified" so many times that your ears have actually enjoyed it..
after the more disastrous case presentation in the afternoon...
after being locked outside the house when you got home...
after you realized that you still have dirty laundry to wash...
after you realize that you're losing any motivation, any spirits to keep on...
you fed up with something that you cannot change...
and after you find that you're surely clueless what you have to study for exam...
there's thing like this:
"Mama bantu ya de, nanti kamu capek"
"Kamu mau makan?, nanti dibelikan habis pulang"
Some sort of hilarious yet romantic and full-spoiler fiction wrote by wonderful friend
Friday's plan for getting away with a friend
Birthday gift from a best friend...
somehow, i feel loved. and today is not really that bad. :)
after your disastrous morning report...
after being told "unqualified" so many times that your ears have actually enjoyed it..
after the more disastrous case presentation in the afternoon...
after being locked outside the house when you got home...
after you realized that you still have dirty laundry to wash...
after you realize that you're losing any motivation, any spirits to keep on...
you fed up with something that you cannot change...
and after you find that you're surely clueless what you have to study for exam...
there's thing like this:
"Mama bantu ya de, nanti kamu capek"
"Kamu mau makan?, nanti dibelikan habis pulang"
Some sort of hilarious yet romantic and full-spoiler fiction wrote by wonderful friend
Friday's plan for getting away with a friend
Birthday gift from a best friend...
somehow, i feel loved. and today is not really that bad. :)
02 Oktober 2008
Twi-guys
credit to: edwardandbella.nettadi ga sengaja mu cari slogan buat forum indotwilight.com ketemu ini, gw suka sama foto ini. bukan karena disitu ada triple strike (Kellan Lutz, Robert Pattinson sama Taylor Lautner, yah itu juga sih tapi bukan yang utama xDxD alesaann..) tapi enath kenapa gw suka foto item-putih kaya gini, ditambah kesannya foto ini bersahabat banget. (well, those smiles does look sincere.. heheh)
ga kerasa fans twilight banyak juga, dari yang indo sampe luar negeri, sebenrnya gw sampe kaget pas tau ternyata buku ini tuh fenomenal banget. gw ga ngeh ketenarannya setelah kebiasa denger hingar-bingar tentang Harry Potter yang juga fenomenal, ternyata ada buku ini toh.
baru-baru ini lho, gw suka novel, entah kenapa. inget banget pas SMP temen pernah bilang.
Temen: gw ga suka komikGw: Masa?
Temen: pusing, gambar semua, enakan novel, berimajinasi.Gw: itu mah pusing, tulisan semua.
kemakan ucapan gw. sekarang jarang banget baca komik, suka bingung bacanya dari kiri-ke-kanan ato sebaliknya. akhir ini juga suka menggila baca novel 700 hal dalam dua hari, ato ngabisin 4 novel selama liburan kemarin (i really do need to get a life, LOL).
kalo mengenai segi cerita, entah kenapa, gw suka romance, ga suka banget sama high-school story (atau apapun deh yg pake school2-an, i dunno why), horrorr masih boleh lah, tapi yang paling gw suka itu cerita fantasi (yang ga mungkin, sihir2an versi harry potter, atau makhluk2 ajaib Night S....), impossible, but fun to read :)
btw november 21 ini twilight tayang, posternya udah dimana2 (gede banget lagih). sebenernya gw penasaran gimana peter facinelli pake snell-jas:
(yang ditengah)
warna kemejanya bikin il-fil, ato emang gw ga gitu suka sam warna yang biru terang gt, tapi juga kesannya ko jadi kaya happy-gp-round vampire doctor.
btw talking about doctors, kenapa ya kalo di film2 kebanyakan yang disinggung surgeon? di Grey's.. bahakn di Sims pun adanya surgeon. paling banter dokter lain yang disinggung di film itu OB/GYN. so, what happen with ophtalmologist? pediatricians? internists? radiologist?? or even GPs?? LOL
>________> pusing nih. banyak tugas.
(yang ditengah)
warna kemejanya bikin il-fil, ato emang gw ga gitu suka sam warna yang biru terang gt, tapi juga kesannya ko jadi kaya happy-gp-round vampire doctor.
btw talking about doctors, kenapa ya kalo di film2 kebanyakan yang disinggung surgeon? di Grey's.. bahakn di Sims pun adanya surgeon. paling banter dokter lain yang disinggung di film itu OB/GYN. so, what happen with ophtalmologist? pediatricians? internists? radiologist?? or even GPs?? LOL
>________> pusing nih. banyak tugas.
New feature!
Lesson of the day!
Hal-hal ga penting tapi bermakna untuk diingat di kemudian hari heheheh
*bored*
Hal-hal ga penting tapi bermakna untuk diingat di kemudian hari heheheh
*bored*
28 September 2008
Akhirnyaaaa....
....*lanjutan judul* bisa ngenet jugaaa
baru selesei "dinas luar" di IGD tangerang.
tempat yang menyenangkan untuk belajar :).
jadi bisa belajar banyak, baik segi kedokteran ato nggak.
walaupun cuma tiga hari, berkesan sekali. jadi kangen...
oh iya, gimana nasib lapjag gw? here it goes...
Gw: pagi ini saya akan mempresentasikan tentang *****
The One: kamu jaga kapan?
Gw: senen, dok
The One: ada pasien apa aja?
Gw: *menyebutkan setau gw*
The One: apa lagi?
Gw: ga ada.
The One: ada kan pasien kiriman dari bogor? trauma bla bla bla dengan pemasangan bla bla bla
Gw: *sumpah gw lupa ada pasien itu* Oh iya..
The One: Itulah kejelekan kamu blablabla.. mu jadi dokter ga kompeten blablabla..., trus daripada milih itu, kamu lebih milih kasus "cemen" kaya gini.
Okay, let me get things right.
seriously, i don't care that THE ONE call me uncompetent or something. tapi gw SANGAT tau apa yang akan terjadi, kalo gw bener milih kasus itu:
1. ribet, banget.
2. itu specilaitynya dia, pasti dia akan menemukan celah sekecil apapun di presentasi gw
3. *lanjutan no.3* and gave him more reason to beat me up.
*sigh*
oiya, balik lagi ke masalah tangerang.
ga ada masalah sih, tapi pas jalan pulang:
temen: lo nanti gw kasih terapi deh
gw: apaan?
temen: terapi komunikasi, terapi kerja lebih cepat, terapi berkerja lebih cermat
percakapan diatas dilakukan dengan ketawa2, intinya no heart feelings. gw ga tersinggung sama sekali. setelah gw pikir2, tapi ada benernya juga, gw KURANG BANGET yang namanya skill komunikasi, and i work slowly, but my brain can catch things a bit fast. masalahnya, kenapa motorik g ga bisa berkerja secepat apa yg otak gw inginkan? butuh kesabaran plus-plus kalo menghadapi gw... hahahahhaha
baru selesei "dinas luar" di IGD tangerang.
tempat yang menyenangkan untuk belajar :).
jadi bisa belajar banyak, baik segi kedokteran ato nggak.
walaupun cuma tiga hari, berkesan sekali. jadi kangen...
oh iya, gimana nasib lapjag gw? here it goes...
Gw: pagi ini saya akan mempresentasikan tentang *****
The One: kamu jaga kapan?
Gw: senen, dok
The One: ada pasien apa aja?
Gw: *menyebutkan setau gw*
The One: apa lagi?
Gw: ga ada.
The One: ada kan pasien kiriman dari bogor? trauma bla bla bla dengan pemasangan bla bla bla
Gw: *sumpah gw lupa ada pasien itu* Oh iya..
The One: Itulah kejelekan kamu blablabla.. mu jadi dokter ga kompeten blablabla..., trus daripada milih itu, kamu lebih milih kasus "cemen" kaya gini.
Okay, let me get things right.
seriously, i don't care that THE ONE call me uncompetent or something. tapi gw SANGAT tau apa yang akan terjadi, kalo gw bener milih kasus itu:
1. ribet, banget.
2. itu specilaitynya dia, pasti dia akan menemukan celah sekecil apapun di presentasi gw
3. *lanjutan no.3* and gave him more reason to beat me up.
*sigh*
oiya, balik lagi ke masalah tangerang.
ga ada masalah sih, tapi pas jalan pulang:
temen: lo nanti gw kasih terapi deh
gw: apaan?
temen: terapi komunikasi, terapi kerja lebih cepat, terapi berkerja lebih cermat
percakapan diatas dilakukan dengan ketawa2, intinya no heart feelings. gw ga tersinggung sama sekali. setelah gw pikir2, tapi ada benernya juga, gw KURANG BANGET yang namanya skill komunikasi, and i work slowly, but my brain can catch things a bit fast. masalahnya, kenapa motorik g ga bisa berkerja secepat apa yg otak gw inginkan? butuh kesabaran plus-plus kalo menghadapi gw... hahahahhaha
23 September 2008
a good (BIG) guy who never smiles...
i have few rants today:
1. i hate my life.
2. i hate my life.
3. i hate my life.
Have i told you that i hate my life? well, then i do hate my life.
*sigh*
i don't hate my life for the fact that in two days i just slept for 3 hours, ga pake acara sahur, dan besok 80% most likely gw bakal dibantai sama sesepuhnya BTKV... SHOOT.
tapi setleah ber-swearing and cursing ria dalem hati (ya iyalah! masa iya gw mu ngeluh di tengah ronde bedah n modul EM yg GJ tapi nyusahin ini???) ada sesuatu yang terjadi:
besok jadwalnya itu gw Laporan Jaga sama dokter BTKV yang "strict" dan "kritis", jadi gw bertekad (halah!) untuk mencari seorang pasien yang sederhana tapi menarik (ingat, bukan dari segi penampilan). kemaren pas gw jaga sih ada pasien (gw udah seneng soalnya kan ga gitu susah) ternyata.... *bunyi drum* udah gw ikutin, ada beberapa masalah...
yah sudahlah mana pasien lagi sepi di bedah, gw nekat tetep ambil itu aja.
besoknya (which is hari ini, setelah gw yang tadi: Ga sahur, sangat ga cukup tidur, dan abis ronde bedah) kerja di IGD si ibu dateng lagi. di palpasi-lah... dan dibilang gejalanya sangat khas. jadi gw (lagi) merubah lapjag gw.
udah pusing (kabar2 sang penguji minta foto pas operasi kalo bisa) padahal operasi kira2 jam 1-an. nah jam 1 itu gw ada tutorial (yang ga jadi, kalo gw tau mending gw ikutan)... setelah berdiskusi sama rekan senasib (baca: partner lapjag) kita minta untuk minta foto hasil op-nya saja
R: oh, boleh minta aja ma dr. D
gw: boleh ya dok?
R: boleh, tapi kamu belajar juga ya, takut ditanya gimana bedahnya
gw: *????????* (aih masa "anak kecil, koass sejunior2nya dan masih bodoh2 ini disuruh jelasin cara bedah)
trus dr. itu berdiri ke ruangan, disitu gw liat2 status lagi ngecek sambil liat ada yg lewat ga ma gw... trus si dr. datang bawa segepok kertas dan bilang: "nih diktat saya, kopi aja. lengkap disini kamu bisa baca2"
*if i can cry in that ward, i definitely WILL* terharuuuu~ baik sekaliii~
gw langsung lari untuk kopi, sempet dia bilang: "bawa aja, ga sekarang juga gpp". waahhhh baik sekali... walaupun selama gw kerja ga pernah senyum dan walaupun dia pas becanda pun ga ada sama seklai senyum. sempet gw takut ma dia... (and he's very BIG, literally. salah satu temen gw yg bertubuh imut mungkin bisa ditelen ma dia *kidding*) ternyata dia orang baik yg mau membantu koas yg masih bodoh ini *terharu*
Life's Sucks. specially when you're in med-school.
1. i hate my life.
2. i hate my life.
3. i hate my life.
Have i told you that i hate my life? well, then i do hate my life.
*sigh*
i don't hate my life for the fact that in two days i just slept for 3 hours, ga pake acara sahur, dan besok 80% most likely gw bakal dibantai sama sesepuhnya BTKV... SHOOT.
tapi setleah ber-swearing and cursing ria dalem hati (ya iyalah! masa iya gw mu ngeluh di tengah ronde bedah n modul EM yg GJ tapi nyusahin ini???) ada sesuatu yang terjadi:
besok jadwalnya itu gw Laporan Jaga sama dokter BTKV yang "strict" dan "kritis", jadi gw bertekad (halah!) untuk mencari seorang pasien yang sederhana tapi menarik (ingat, bukan dari segi penampilan). kemaren pas gw jaga sih ada pasien (gw udah seneng soalnya kan ga gitu susah) ternyata.... *bunyi drum* udah gw ikutin, ada beberapa masalah...
yah sudahlah mana pasien lagi sepi di bedah, gw nekat tetep ambil itu aja.
besoknya (which is hari ini, setelah gw yang tadi: Ga sahur, sangat ga cukup tidur, dan abis ronde bedah) kerja di IGD si ibu dateng lagi. di palpasi-lah... dan dibilang gejalanya sangat khas. jadi gw (lagi) merubah lapjag gw.
udah pusing (kabar2 sang penguji minta foto pas operasi kalo bisa) padahal operasi kira2 jam 1-an. nah jam 1 itu gw ada tutorial (yang ga jadi, kalo gw tau mending gw ikutan)... setelah berdiskusi sama rekan senasib (baca: partner lapjag) kita minta untuk minta foto hasil op-nya saja
R: oh, boleh minta aja ma dr. D
gw: boleh ya dok?
R: boleh, tapi kamu belajar juga ya, takut ditanya gimana bedahnya
gw: *????????* (aih masa "anak kecil, koass sejunior2nya dan masih bodoh2 ini disuruh jelasin cara bedah)
trus dr. itu berdiri ke ruangan, disitu gw liat2 status lagi ngecek sambil liat ada yg lewat ga ma gw... trus si dr. datang bawa segepok kertas dan bilang: "nih diktat saya, kopi aja. lengkap disini kamu bisa baca2"
*if i can cry in that ward, i definitely WILL* terharuuuu~ baik sekaliii~
gw langsung lari untuk kopi, sempet dia bilang: "bawa aja, ga sekarang juga gpp". waahhhh baik sekali... walaupun selama gw kerja ga pernah senyum dan walaupun dia pas becanda pun ga ada sama seklai senyum. sempet gw takut ma dia... (and he's very BIG, literally. salah satu temen gw yg bertubuh imut mungkin bisa ditelen ma dia *kidding*) ternyata dia orang baik yg mau membantu koas yg masih bodoh ini *terharu*
Life's Sucks. specially when you're in med-school.
19 September 2008
Nessie's first day at school
Salah satu proyek gila gw sama temen2 di Indotwilight.com
we present you...
Teacher: everyone, now we have a new friend will be joining us from now on... come on in honey
*Nessie walked in*
Teacher: would you introduce yourself?
Nessie: My name is Renesmee Cullen, i'm 6 months old
Teacher: *laughs* Maybe you mean "year" darling,
Nessie: Oh yeah. sorry
Teacher: Anybody wants to ask something to Renesmee?
Nessie: Nessie, please.
Teacher: to nessie?
Student #1: What are your hobbies nessie?
Nessie: I love to hunt with my dad, and also play with my Jacob
Student #2: Who is jacob? is it your dog?
Nessie: ...*giggles*Sometimes he become dog. just when we're running through the woods.
Student #2: ...
Student #3: What are your favorite foods Nessie?
Nessie: *giggles* i love Type A negative, Type O is not so bad either. But since gran Carlisle forbid me to eat them again, i prefer Mountain Lion's.. just like mommy and daddy's favorite.
Student #3: What does she mean ma'am? *towards teacher*
Teacher: *goosebumps* i have no idea...
In Faculty Lounge
Teacher: Mrs. Cullen, i foung that nessie talked nonsensical in her first day
Bella: Non-sensical? what did she said? did she speak ill?
Teacher: No, she mentioned about Blood types and mountain lion as her favorite food and his imaginary friend named Jacob.
Bella: *take a glance at nessie* Nessie...
Nessie: They asked, Momma...
Teacher: i know you and your husband are busy, but maybe we find out what her problem really is. i think she is watching TV too much. Horror ones. *sigh* Mrs Cullen, i can help you with this. i'll try the first attempt, *turn to nessie*
Teacher: ... Ness, do you dislike me, do you dislike your friend do you hate school?
Nessie: I like you Ma'am, you smell very delicious, my friends too. i like school. even it makes me hungry one of the times..
Teacher : *blink*
Bella: Thank you for your consideration Miss. i'll take care from here. C'mon Ness, we're going home. good day Miss.
in the school hall
Bella: *Flipped Cellphone's open* Edward, you're right about school. could you contact the home-school teacher you talked about? Yes. yes, we'll stick on that way until Ness is ready. yes. Love you too. Bye.
Nessie: i'm not gonna see them ever again, Momma?
Bella: You will darling, maybe in 5-6 years... let's go home.
Capek. mana gw dapet giliran laporan jaga sama dokter killer...
kenapa gw sial banget sihhhhh???????????????
btw as the time goes,
teman2 yang manis mulai menunjukkan sifat asli, mungkin mereka juga melihat sifat asli gw yg gampang meledak ini
oh well... life's sucks. specially when you're in medschool.
we present you...
Teacher: everyone, now we have a new friend will be joining us from now on... come on in honey
*Nessie walked in*
Teacher: would you introduce yourself?
Nessie: My name is Renesmee Cullen, i'm 6 months old
Teacher: *laughs* Maybe you mean "year" darling,
Nessie: Oh yeah. sorry
Teacher: Anybody wants to ask something to Renesmee?
Nessie: Nessie, please.
Teacher: to nessie?
Student #1: What are your hobbies nessie?
Nessie: I love to hunt with my dad, and also play with my Jacob
Student #2: Who is jacob? is it your dog?
Nessie: ...*giggles*Sometimes he become dog. just when we're running through the woods.
Student #2: ...
Student #3: What are your favorite foods Nessie?
Nessie: *giggles* i love Type A negative, Type O is not so bad either. But since gran Carlisle forbid me to eat them again, i prefer Mountain Lion's.. just like mommy and daddy's favorite.
Student #3: What does she mean ma'am? *towards teacher*
Teacher: *goosebumps* i have no idea...
In Faculty Lounge
Teacher: Mrs. Cullen, i foung that nessie talked nonsensical in her first day
Bella: Non-sensical? what did she said? did she speak ill?
Teacher: No, she mentioned about Blood types and mountain lion as her favorite food and his imaginary friend named Jacob.
Bella: *take a glance at nessie* Nessie...
Nessie: They asked, Momma...
Teacher: i know you and your husband are busy, but maybe we find out what her problem really is. i think she is watching TV too much. Horror ones. *sigh* Mrs Cullen, i can help you with this. i'll try the first attempt, *turn to nessie*
Teacher: ... Ness, do you dislike me, do you dislike your friend do you hate school?
Nessie: I like you Ma'am, you smell very delicious, my friends too. i like school. even it makes me hungry one of the times..
Teacher : *blink*
Bella: Thank you for your consideration Miss. i'll take care from here. C'mon Ness, we're going home. good day Miss.
in the school hall
Bella: *Flipped Cellphone's open* Edward, you're right about school. could you contact the home-school teacher you talked about? Yes. yes, we'll stick on that way until Ness is ready. yes. Love you too. Bye.
Nessie: i'm not gonna see them ever again, Momma?
Bella: You will darling, maybe in 5-6 years... let's go home.
Capek. mana gw dapet giliran laporan jaga sama dokter killer...
kenapa gw sial banget sihhhhh???????????????
btw as the time goes,
teman2 yang manis mulai menunjukkan sifat asli, mungkin mereka juga melihat sifat asli gw yg gampang meledak ini
oh well... life's sucks. specially when you're in medschool.
13 September 2008
Do you really think i would do that
baca2 FS... *udah lama gw buka itu sih*
ada komen dari temen lama.. about her final paper themes, she asked me whether i know any "Medical Cases" (yea, she's majoring in Law) coz she put some interests on it.
well, what should i do?
i think even if i know one, i won't make her known.
i know i'm not a doctor yet, and still way to go to be one, but i just feel wrong to turn a person with same profession into something that might cause him/her trouble.
maybe i'm overreacting, but well...
Doctors ain't saint, i know...
tapi apakah tepat kalo lo ngebuka semua kekurangan di depan orang yg ga berkepentingan?
(gw baru inget itu salah satu isi sumpah yg kemaren...)
yang gw tau pasti kan ida tanya pendapat gw juga...
dan yang ngebuat gw kaget adalah..
sebenci2nya gw sama kehidupan FK, reaksi gw yg kaya gini buat gw sadar kalo sebnernya gw udah punya "sense of belonging" disini... maybe this is the right place for me... (maybe not.)
ps: lama2 foto Jacob di bawah gw apus juga... miris gw liatnya.
ada komen dari temen lama.. about her final paper themes, she asked me whether i know any "Medical Cases" (yea, she's majoring in Law) coz she put some interests on it.
well, what should i do?
i think even if i know one, i won't make her known.
i know i'm not a doctor yet, and still way to go to be one, but i just feel wrong to turn a person with same profession into something that might cause him/her trouble.
maybe i'm overreacting, but well...
Doctors ain't saint, i know...
tapi apakah tepat kalo lo ngebuka semua kekurangan di depan orang yg ga berkepentingan?
(gw baru inget itu salah satu isi sumpah yg kemaren...)
yang gw tau pasti kan ida tanya pendapat gw juga...
dan yang ngebuat gw kaget adalah..
sebenci2nya gw sama kehidupan FK, reaksi gw yg kaya gini buat gw sadar kalo sebnernya gw udah punya "sense of belonging" disini... maybe this is the right place for me... (maybe not.)
ps: lama2 foto Jacob di bawah gw apus juga... miris gw liatnya.
11 September 2008
Migraine-like migraine
WHAT THE-????*still in shock mode*
How come someone that cute turn into like-..like-... *pointing at the left picture*????
I know that Long hair thing is a BAD idea!
dan gw ga inget jacob rambutnya gondrong, oh well, at least, SEGONDRONG itu!
he's looked like 5 years older than he actually is....
Oh, Taylor.. what did they do to you?.... the make-up artist i mean...
*sigh*
Ohmy, gw padahal udah pernah liat dia dengan topi rajut.. lumayan.. wig-nya ga keliatan wig banget gitu lho..
btw look how cute he was... (was... seolah2.. LOL)
>________________>
oh btw,
I should have the "buka puasa bersama angkatan" thing.
i was at campus until 3.15 and for the next fifteen minutes i found myself inside a cab heading for home, with pulsative-migraine-like headache.
i hate when this thing happen. headache always induce nausea, nausea always induce intention for vomiting, and the fact of vomiting always disgust me. and yeah i always have mood swings when it comes to headache. do be fooled by this appearance, i DO bite when i'm angry. LOL
Ganti Layout! (yeah!)
makasih sama aya yang udah ngajarin ganti layout sebelomnya...
07 September 2008
12 types of med students
Totally crack me up!
http://theunderweardrawer.homestead.com/twelvemedstudents.html
xD
So? which one are you? leave a comment okay? (lol)
edit:
Meyer said on her Web site that people "might want to bring a paper bag to the movie," because the chemistry between stars Kristen Stewart (Bella) and Robert Pattinson (Edward) "may cause hyperventilation."
- might want to bring a paper bag to the movie," because the chemistry between stars Kristen Stewart (Bella)and Robert Pattinson (Edward) and Taylor Lautner (Jacob) "may cause hyperventilation Acute Respiratory Distress Syndrome."
Heheheheh maksdunya cehmistrynya even better *apa sih gw* *Sotoy and Lebai MODE:ON*
iseng kok kepikiran aja.
http://theunderweardrawer.homestead.com/twelvemedstudents.html
xD
So? which one are you? leave a comment okay? (lol)
edit:
Meyer said on her Web site that people "might want to bring a paper bag to the movie," because the chemistry between stars Kristen Stewart (Bella) and Robert Pattinson (Edward) "may cause hyperventilation."
- might want to bring a paper bag to the movie," because the chemistry between stars Kristen Stewart (Bella)
Heheheheh maksdunya cehmistrynya even better *apa sih gw* *Sotoy and Lebai MODE:ON*
iseng kok kepikiran aja.
05 September 2008
Baby A is back!
Baby A is back with his first single: CRUSH.
(miss you Archie!!!!^^)
Sebenernya sih gw udah denger lagunya, cuma males donlot abisnya liriknya aga2 gimanaa gitu.
tapi tadi pas pulang denger lagu ini di JAK FM, after so many times.. it's not that bad :D... tapi kenapa ya, single pertamanya aga2 RnB? well, kalo ga RnB apapun lah itu beatnya serupa...
Atas nama pasar... hehe
Anyway here's the lyrics:
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
31 Agustus 2008
Like warmth of an old friend
Just realized there's a world behind Med School craziness and books of Jane Austen.
A forgotten memories, delight of anger and laugh of mine in many years back. some of them felt painful by then, but when it comes to remembering it couldn't help to bring a smile and a warm heart.
like warmth of an old friend.
Yes i'm feeling Melancholy, don't laugh at me LOL
but i'm currently browsing things that used to be the object of my happiness, things that i would lose something to get into that. well, see how obssesive i am into things? haha, i'm glad i can control it now. LOL
*sigh*
i want to get back into those days
when the part of me still innocent and idealistic xD. but still, i'm not that old now...
Talking about old friend,
Been visited by high school best friend yesterday, she mused about how "womanly" i could get now, and why i'm willing to use heels LOL. She and I were sit next to each other in the third grade, we were high-school punk-rocker (lol), hated girly-thing, definitely DESPISED boybands..
i'm glad i wan't telling her i started to listen those mushy love songs and read Cheesy romantic novels or everything with title "Love"..
she might think i was abducted by aliens in recent four years lol.
She hadn't changed a bit, still the spunk, open-minded, full-energy dear old friend. She's just speak a bit more "Philosophy", (which cracked me up once in a while *evil friend*).
No matter how much i said i hated my High School with Passion, i miss them.
my friends, our bad jokes, my ex-crushes (lol), our musings about exams... even my once-i-thought-mind-distorted teacher (he IS kinda weird). i want to feel it once again, wearing those "unattractive" white shirt and gray skirt, sitting in our beloved IPA-1, Chatting before bell rings, gossiping... i miss those days dearly.
Currently listening to One Love by Arashi
i even don't know there's such song, the last song i heard will be something from TIME Sooo Yesterday, i know *giggles*
(one of the things that i said above, my former addiction, can't say former either) i didn't meant to forget those, the two years back, losing self in fangirling in every gathering.. LOL.
Buat anak AI sori ya ga bisa dateng gath,
padahal gw pengen banget lho, cuma gw harus ngejer nyicil skripsi, oktober apapun yg terjadi gw mesti sidang, sedangkan nanti departemen pertama itu IGD takut ga ada waktu...
it's sucks when you have to choose between your delight and your duty. *synical laugh*
Ayo2.. Penyebab mata merah apa????
EDIT:
Bagiannya Jun:
hyakunen saki mo ai wo chikau wo, kimi wa boku no subete sa
DAMN IT! Jun, Please say that those words is for me... please...
Haha Ja Ne~
gw baru nyadar kalo ini wedding song...
*mata merah, mata merah...*
A forgotten memories, delight of anger and laugh of mine in many years back. some of them felt painful by then, but when it comes to remembering it couldn't help to bring a smile and a warm heart.
like warmth of an old friend.
Yes i'm feeling Melancholy, don't laugh at me LOL
but i'm currently browsing things that used to be the object of my happiness, things that i would lose something to get into that. well, see how obssesive i am into things? haha, i'm glad i can control it now. LOL
*sigh*
i want to get back into those days
when the part of me still innocent and idealistic xD. but still, i'm not that old now...
Talking about old friend,
Been visited by high school best friend yesterday, she mused about how "womanly" i could get now, and why i'm willing to use heels LOL. She and I were sit next to each other in the third grade, we were high-school punk-rocker (lol), hated girly-thing, definitely DESPISED boybands..
i'm glad i wan't telling her i started to listen those mushy love songs and read Cheesy romantic novels or everything with title "Love"..
she might think i was abducted by aliens in recent four years lol.
She hadn't changed a bit, still the spunk, open-minded, full-energy dear old friend. She's just speak a bit more "Philosophy", (which cracked me up once in a while *evil friend*).
No matter how much i said i hated my High School with Passion, i miss them.
my friends, our bad jokes, my ex-crushes (lol), our musings about exams... even my once-i-thought-mind-distorted teacher (he IS kinda weird). i want to feel it once again, wearing those "unattractive" white shirt and gray skirt, sitting in our beloved IPA-1, Chatting before bell rings, gossiping... i miss those days dearly.
Currently listening to One Love by Arashi
i even don't know there's such song, the last song i heard will be something from TIME Sooo Yesterday, i know *giggles*
(one of the things that i said above, my former addiction, can't say former either) i didn't meant to forget those, the two years back, losing self in fangirling in every gathering.. LOL.
Buat anak AI sori ya ga bisa dateng gath,
padahal gw pengen banget lho, cuma gw harus ngejer nyicil skripsi, oktober apapun yg terjadi gw mesti sidang, sedangkan nanti departemen pertama itu IGD takut ga ada waktu...
it's sucks when you have to choose between your delight and your duty. *synical laugh*
Ayo2.. Penyebab mata merah apa????
EDIT:
Bagiannya Jun:
hyakunen saki mo ai wo chikau wo, kimi wa boku no subete sa
DAMN IT! Jun, Please say that those words is for me... please...
Haha Ja Ne~
gw baru nyadar kalo ini wedding song...
*mata merah, mata merah...*
20 Agustus 2008
*garuk-garuk kepala*
*hela nafas*
Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusanku..
kenapa statistik begitu sulit?
dan kenapa semua buku ga ada yg pake bahasa membumi
gw butuh buku yang judulnya: "Statictic for idiots, from A to Z" (karena ada buku internet for idiots xDD)
*garuk2 kepala*
karena gw ga ngerti statistik. *sama sekali*
tapi gw disuruh buat metodologi...
Pusing..
*hela nafas*
Ya Allah, permudahkan lah urusanku..
kenapa statistik begitu sulit?
dan kenapa semua buku ga ada yg pake bahasa membumi
gw butuh buku yang judulnya: "Statictic for idiots, from A to Z" (karena ada buku internet for idiots xDD)
*garuk2 kepala*
karena gw ga ngerti statistik. *sama sekali*
tapi gw disuruh buat metodologi...
Pusing..
19 Agustus 2008
Video Games
http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/null/101746;_ylt=AtPpaYhcOjwzN2ZS4GD5evxqMJA5?comment_start=46&comment_count=20#see_comments ?
So much for Video games.
Hey, i'm a gamer myself, and i don't think video games is waste of time. i think it's relaxing, refreshing, escaping your busy mind from reality for a while. but no, i'm not going to make it as full time job!
i'm feeling like commenting about this for a while. i think this kid doesn't what he was doing. he need to get a life, doesn't he has any guilty feeling in playing video games all day for every day?. i'm not a study-type person and definitely NOT a people person, but i had my three days back FFXII (which is almost finish yay!) but i stopped because i felt guilty for not, lest see, checking emails? saying hi to parents? or let's make it general, socializing and worse, finishing those damn report.
but his parents hired a tutor tho', i hope it will do him any good. so he won't really wast of his time.
in case he cares, i know, hundred, or thousand people in different part of the world who are begging for education but they don't have sufficient fund for it. so, those kids have to work with their parents, and when they even have to peek from school window to have the same lesson like the one who are inside the classroom.
edit: ngenet sama Livia di LabKom... gw liat dia buka-buka jurnal biokimia, gw malah ngarol-ngidul di Blog dan forum... hmmm.. mungkin ini bedanya orang sukses sm *blm* sukses hahahah
So much for Video games.
Hey, i'm a gamer myself, and i don't think video games is waste of time. i think it's relaxing, refreshing, escaping your busy mind from reality for a while. but no, i'm not going to make it as full time job!
i'm feeling like commenting about this for a while. i think this kid doesn't what he was doing. he need to get a life, doesn't he has any guilty feeling in playing video games all day for every day?. i'm not a study-type person and definitely NOT a people person, but i had my three days back FFXII (which is almost finish yay!) but i stopped because i felt guilty for not, lest see, checking emails? saying hi to parents? or let's make it general, socializing and worse, finishing those damn report.
but his parents hired a tutor tho', i hope it will do him any good. so he won't really wast of his time.
in case he cares, i know, hundred, or thousand people in different part of the world who are begging for education but they don't have sufficient fund for it. so, those kids have to work with their parents, and when they even have to peek from school window to have the same lesson like the one who are inside the classroom.
edit: ngenet sama Livia di LabKom... gw liat dia buka-buka jurnal biokimia, gw malah ngarol-ngidul di Blog dan forum... hmmm.. mungkin ini bedanya orang sukses sm *blm* sukses hahahah
14 Agustus 2008
Mr Darcy Ramblings
if one of my friend couldn't have Edward Cullen out of her head, then i just CAN'T get the name Fitzwilliam Darcy out of my head.
i've been Pride and Prejudice Freak lately.
reading the book, watching the movie several times...
i dunno some people said that the movie is cheesy and boring, but maybe due to the fact that i had already in love with the book before i watched the movie, i found the movie is Enchanted
I've googled about it, watched several clips in youtube (definitely love the erased part of the british version, the one short chat between Darcy and Elizabeth in front of his "also enchanted" huge mansion: Pemberley)
Reading other's reviews in Amazon and Few Fanfics.
FanFics! as much as i love twilight, i never dare to read any fanfic about it,
i'm just afraid that it'll twist the story too much that make it no more interesting story.
but i Read for P&P simply because i "hunger" for more Lizzy and Darcy's story. LOL
( i read one piece of writing set up in modern day, about P&P too. pretty much the same, the plot and everything. a bit much twist but it's very good story to read, i felt a bit hesitation due to its amount of swearing words lol xDDD)
F. Darcy is not like Edward Cullen
in the first pages of the book, he succeeded to piss me off with his arrogance. but he later on the books he's a very gentle and responsible. he's just too... shy. xDD
Ada dua versi film P&P dibuat, yang BBC sama Focus media
gw sih nonton yang focus Media yang maen Keira Knightley sama Matthew Mcfadeyn.
kata orang sih bagusan yang versi BBC tapi gw lebih prefer yang Keira dkk.
karena banyak adegan (contohnya Darcy's proposal on Lizzy for the second time) di buat lebih dramatis.
kalo yang di BBC itu dilakukan sambil berjalan-jalan ria.. dengan muka Colin Flirth (yang jadi Darcy) yang tegang dan concern banget xDD (kalo gw yg jadi Lizzy gw ga akan ngeh kalo dia propose..) sebenernya sih di novel juga seharusnya kaya gitu. ahaha (tapi kalo di novel feelnya ada ko..)
sedangkah versi 2005 itu dilakukan pada subuh2 (ceritanya ga bisa tidur tuh orang dua) dengan baju-nya Darcy yang cukup meyakinkan kalo dia abis bangun tidur. mukanya miserable banget lagi... latarnya belakangnya sunrise gitu... lebih dramatis gw bilang.. LOL
such a Drama queen i am xDDD
i've been Pride and Prejudice Freak lately.
reading the book, watching the movie several times...
i dunno some people said that the movie is cheesy and boring, but maybe due to the fact that i had already in love with the book before i watched the movie, i found the movie is Enchanted
I've googled about it, watched several clips in youtube (definitely love the erased part of the british version, the one short chat between Darcy and Elizabeth in front of his "also enchanted" huge mansion: Pemberley)
Reading other's reviews in Amazon and Few Fanfics.
FanFics! as much as i love twilight, i never dare to read any fanfic about it,
i'm just afraid that it'll twist the story too much that make it no more interesting story.
but i Read for P&P simply because i "hunger" for more Lizzy and Darcy's story. LOL
( i read one piece of writing set up in modern day, about P&P too. pretty much the same, the plot and everything. a bit much twist but it's very good story to read, i felt a bit hesitation due to its amount of swearing words lol xDDD)
F. Darcy is not like Edward Cullen
in the first pages of the book, he succeeded to piss me off with his arrogance. but he later on the books he's a very gentle and responsible. he's just too... shy. xDD
Ada dua versi film P&P dibuat, yang BBC sama Focus media
gw sih nonton yang focus Media yang maen Keira Knightley sama Matthew Mcfadeyn.
kata orang sih bagusan yang versi BBC tapi gw lebih prefer yang Keira dkk.
karena banyak adegan (contohnya Darcy's proposal on Lizzy for the second time) di buat lebih dramatis.
kalo yang di BBC itu dilakukan sambil berjalan-jalan ria.. dengan muka Colin Flirth (yang jadi Darcy) yang tegang dan concern banget xDD (kalo gw yg jadi Lizzy gw ga akan ngeh kalo dia propose..) sebenernya sih di novel juga seharusnya kaya gitu. ahaha (tapi kalo di novel feelnya ada ko..)
sedangkah versi 2005 itu dilakukan pada subuh2 (ceritanya ga bisa tidur tuh orang dua) dengan baju-nya Darcy yang cukup meyakinkan kalo dia abis bangun tidur. mukanya miserable banget lagi... latarnya belakangnya sunrise gitu... lebih dramatis gw bilang.. LOL
such a Drama queen i am xDDD
11 Agustus 2008
in the name of Book collection's and tidy book shelf
inget waktu itu gw bilang gw dapet Pride and prejudice nya jane austen dengan cover pink cantik?
sial ternyata headline Publishing nge-publisinh ke-enam serinya dengan format yang sama (cuma warnanya aja beda)
dan sekarang gw baru dapetin Persuasionnya Jane Austen yang TOR classic publishing, kecil, mungil, murah meriah lagi... (26rb bo!, gw dari bengong, ketawa, sampe bengong lagi liat harganya)
sebenernya pas liat persuasionnya versi headline publishing lebih bagus, warnanya biru muda latarnya aga ungu... huuu pokoknya cantik deh. gw bayangin kalo dijajarin di rak pasti bagus T________T ya sudahlah harganya Headline publish itu lebih dari 2x lipat dari yang gw beli (65rb)
Yeah, and now here i am.
Loving novel of someone who died almost 3 hundred years ago. xD
sial ternyata headline Publishing nge-publisinh ke-enam serinya dengan format yang sama (cuma warnanya aja beda)
dan sekarang gw baru dapetin Persuasionnya Jane Austen yang TOR classic publishing, kecil, mungil, murah meriah lagi... (26rb bo!, gw dari bengong, ketawa, sampe bengong lagi liat harganya)
sebenernya pas liat persuasionnya versi headline publishing lebih bagus, warnanya biru muda latarnya aga ungu... huuu pokoknya cantik deh. gw bayangin kalo dijajarin di rak pasti bagus T________T ya sudahlah harganya Headline publish itu lebih dari 2x lipat dari yang gw beli (65rb)
Yeah, and now here i am.
Loving novel of someone who died almost 3 hundred years ago. xD
10 Agustus 2008
Fictionally in love?
Maybe i scared you to death already.. LOL
i've been such a total geek during this school break..
novels again and again.. dari Breaking dawn, pride and prejudice, at first sight...
do i scare you now?
(dengan nada yg sama pas edward bilang :"do i dazzle you now?")
Yep2!
after being helplessly in love (lebai mode:ON) sama Edward Cullen, trus Jacob Black noe it's turning to Mr. Darcy of Pemberley (dari Pride and Prejudice)
He's such an amiable young man!
how come i've been so blind to think of him proud!
(niru2 gaya bahasa jane austen, oh yeah i sound silly i know... i'm not her)
pantes aja judul ini dibilang serinya Jane Austen yang paling remarkable...
ps to Chi2
i'm sorry i couldn't make it
spupu gw berultah pada hari yg sama dan jam yg sama... xD
gw udah maksa bokap anterin tapi tampaknya semua orang akan berkumpul disitu
i really do want to come!!! T______________T
btw Happy Birthday! hehe
i've been such a total geek during this school break..
novels again and again.. dari Breaking dawn, pride and prejudice, at first sight...
do i scare you now?
(dengan nada yg sama pas edward bilang :"do i dazzle you now?")
Yep2!
after being helplessly in love (lebai mode:ON) sama Edward Cullen, trus Jacob Black noe it's turning to Mr. Darcy of Pemberley (dari Pride and Prejudice)
He's such an amiable young man!
how come i've been so blind to think of him proud!
(niru2 gaya bahasa jane austen, oh yeah i sound silly i know... i'm not her)
pantes aja judul ini dibilang serinya Jane Austen yang paling remarkable...
ps to Chi2
i'm sorry i couldn't make it
spupu gw berultah pada hari yg sama dan jam yg sama... xD
gw udah maksa bokap anterin tapi tampaknya semua orang akan berkumpul disitu
i really do want to come!!! T______________T
btw Happy Birthday! hehe
08 Agustus 2008
28 Juli 2008
Random thoughts, not emo mood, don't worry :D
Look, i'm getting to feel that i'm pathetic.
pathetic as it is.
i thought school break will be so much fun to have myself a leisure time,
since i'm not taking fancy of outing a lot, i guess being home is perfect.
now i'm all-8 days of being home, and i feel pathetic.
because i have nothing to do, i don't socialize, i don't communicate
the first one doesn't bother me alot, but two latter is depressing,
i'm not a people-person i'm sure, but socializing is important.
and seeing the other life is going, i am going: "What have i done???"
besides, from whatever happened earlier in that 8 days i home *rubbing forehead*, not much a help either, thanks to a-nice-sytle-of-waking-up-people-by-a-simple-hard-kick-on-the-door thing. hey, i'm human, not just standing silly 5 feet figurines with no heart. treat me gentle. sadly, i'm also a woman. being sensitive and crybaby is sucks. it's worse when you DID have heart-ache and cry, they just accuse you to be weak and illogical. thanks. what kind of world i'm living in anyway?
and why should be bothered by apologizing? if he/she will DO the same harshness anytime soon?
they'll repeated again, apologizing again... and maybe they do it not in sincerity, just formality. beacuse the repititon showed that they honestly don't care about what i'm feeling anyway.
Recalling a message from dear friend while ago: "get a life! you once told me that, now i have mine, time to get yours."
fine. i'll do it. getting a life.
pathetic as it is.
i thought school break will be so much fun to have myself a leisure time,
since i'm not taking fancy of outing a lot, i guess being home is perfect.
now i'm all-8 days of being home, and i feel pathetic.
because i have nothing to do, i don't socialize, i don't communicate
the first one doesn't bother me alot, but two latter is depressing,
i'm not a people-person i'm sure, but socializing is important.
and seeing the other life is going, i am going: "What have i done???"
besides, from whatever happened earlier in that 8 days i home *rubbing forehead*, not much a help either, thanks to a-nice-sytle-of-waking-up-people-by-a-simple-hard-kick-on-the-door thing. hey, i'm human, not just standing silly 5 feet figurines with no heart. treat me gentle. sadly, i'm also a woman. being sensitive and crybaby is sucks. it's worse when you DID have heart-ache and cry, they just accuse you to be weak and illogical. thanks. what kind of world i'm living in anyway?
and why should be bothered by apologizing? if he/she will DO the same harshness anytime soon?
they'll repeated again, apologizing again... and maybe they do it not in sincerity, just formality. beacuse the repititon showed that they honestly don't care about what i'm feeling anyway.
Recalling a message from dear friend while ago: "get a life! you once told me that, now i have mine, time to get yours."
fine. i'll do it. getting a life.
27 Juli 2008
Jane Austen
I GOT JANE AUSTEN!!!!
seneeeeng banget rasanya... heheh sampe sumringah sendiri di peri ngeliat buku itu dengan sampul pinknya yang cantik (pink-nya gw suka banget^^). baru beli yang pride and prejudice si, abis katanya bagus..
bahasanya susah -____-;;; kesussatraan inggris awal, karena itu gw mampu baca 52 halaman saja dalam waktu 2 jam.. walah2...
btw baru nyadar besok udah minggu kedua libur, jadi gw punya waktu sekitar 3 minggu lagi buat bersenag2 dan ngebut riset... sebelum pada akhirnya mendapat 2 bantaian: pas yudisium, sama pas nmasuk clinical reasoning.
have some "interesting conversation with dad":
gw: Pa, mu klinik apa yg disiapin ya?
bokap: mental.
hope i can keep it up -__________-;;;
seneeeeng banget rasanya... heheh sampe sumringah sendiri di peri ngeliat buku itu dengan sampul pinknya yang cantik (pink-nya gw suka banget^^). baru beli yang pride and prejudice si, abis katanya bagus..
bahasanya susah -____-;;; kesussatraan inggris awal, karena itu gw mampu baca 52 halaman saja dalam waktu 2 jam.. walah2...
btw baru nyadar besok udah minggu kedua libur, jadi gw punya waktu sekitar 3 minggu lagi buat bersenag2 dan ngebut riset... sebelum pada akhirnya mendapat 2 bantaian: pas yudisium, sama pas nmasuk clinical reasoning.
have some "interesting conversation with dad":
gw: Pa, mu klinik apa yg disiapin ya?
bokap: mental.
hope i can keep it up -__________-;;;
24 Juli 2008
Kenapa ya?
setiap kali gw ngeliat Taylor Lautner dan ngebuka sitenya, gw pasti merasa sesuatu "tingling sensation" ato lebih tepatnya sedikit.. bersalah n ga tega?
That innocent face xDD
LOL
he's just 16. but doesn't mean that i can't be a fan (yeah, maybe i'm a criminal now, SUE ME!).
Apa mungkin pada dasarnya gw cuma suka karakternya dari pada orangnya? LOL
*sigh* satu alasan kenapa gw sebenrnya males ngetik nama "taylor lautner" di google.
tapi dia tetep irresistable disini:^^
http://www.reelzchannel.com/article/643/interview-with-twilight-star-taylor-lautner
HOHO go Jake!
setiap kali gw ngeliat Taylor Lautner dan ngebuka sitenya, gw pasti merasa sesuatu "tingling sensation" ato lebih tepatnya sedikit.. bersalah n ga tega?
That innocent face xDD
LOL
he's just 16. but doesn't mean that i can't be a fan (yeah, maybe i'm a criminal now, SUE ME!).
Apa mungkin pada dasarnya gw cuma suka karakternya dari pada orangnya? LOL
*sigh* satu alasan kenapa gw sebenrnya males ngetik nama "taylor lautner" di google.
tapi dia tetep irresistable disini:^^
http://www.reelzchannel.com/article/643/interview-with-twilight-star-taylor-lautner
HOHO go Jake!
21 Juli 2008
20 Juli 2008
What a Life!
As you can see...
Gw mengganti layout blog gw, makasih buat Aya-chan yang mau gw culik selama 3 jam dirumah buat ngebetulin layout, sambil belajar sedikit-sedikit (note: SANGAT sedikit) tentang html.
gw: apa backgroundnya item aja?
aya: iya tapi tulisannya harus putih...
gw: hmmm..
aya: sama merah... VAMPIR banget xDDD
gw: ....tapi kan gw sukanya werewolf
gw dan aya: ....
well yeah, this layout is more VAMPIRIC, with sexy black and red. LOL
fyi, memang sekarang gw menggilai twilight, tapi disitu gw suka Jacob Black, seharusnya abu-abu, karena abu-abu kurang oke jadi... hahahha
sebenernya juga gw ga tersirat vampir2an pas ngusulin backgroundnya item. karena gw takut cerita vampir. waktu itu gw baca newmoon malemnya ada bram stoker's Dracula. gw ga bisa tidur, karena gw salelu kebayang mereka mengendap2 si tengah malam... *shudder*
*ahem* mulai serius.
IKK selesai, tingkat tiga selesai.
tinggal tunggu pengumuman hari selasa, entah gw lulus IKK ato ga. abis itu gw punya 6 minggu off (secara teknis). dan karena gw ga jadi getaway bareng chi sama nad, gw harus menemukan kegiatan selama 6 minggu off. Riset, Baksos, Booklet ACTION, breaking dawn, ngurursin fandom jejepangan yang udah ketinggalan, Final Fantasy, Coelho-nya chi, Tuesdays with Morrie, The Tunnel.... semoga tidak membosankan :D
kemarin seharian gw dirumah bales dendam,
tidur dari jam 8, bangun siang, maen sims, nonton desperate housewife, maen sims lagi..
what a (-put your adjective here-) life!
oh iya, hari ini gw ke Harkit,
jenguk uwak gw yang sinkop pas jalan2.. takutnya ada sesuatu dengan jantung (dan otak) nya. terus ketemu Ka Tila disana, sempet cerita2 dikit2 ngobrol dikit2 sampe ada satu orang dokter jaga yang ngomongnya ga enak, yah pokoknya gw tau kalo maksudnya nyuruh gw keluar dari IGD. huh! kan padahal lagi ngobrol.
well, dia kena TIA, sampe sekarang masih baring, baringnya lebih enak ke kanan, lidahnya pelo dikit. tapi kesadaran masih oke, kognitif masih oke, cuma dia ga seimbang, karena ga bisa jalan lurus. dokternya kemudian SMS dia kena TIA (mungkin di serebellum? soalnya ga-seimbangnya itu keliatan banget). pas udah di scan ada stenosis di arteri femoralis dan karotis koroner. susah juga sih, uwak gw masih merokok dll, makan juga katanya masih mending udah bisa diatur, tapi mungkin rokoknya itu.
it's like facing the two side of a coin
kemungkinan satu, he doesn't know what he's doing, or maybe he knows, but he doesn't care.
kemungkinan dua, he knows what he's doing, he DOES care, but all he wants just a little bit attention from a family...
*shrug*
well, menurut gw cara terbaik buat mengetahui alasan suatu tindakan orang adalah asumsi, dan mencoba di posisi orang tersebut. tapi dua-duanya subjektif, apa lagi pilihan kedua itu, harus bener2 tau orangnya kaya apa...
have a nice holiday then!
Gw mengganti layout blog gw, makasih buat Aya-chan yang mau gw culik selama 3 jam dirumah buat ngebetulin layout, sambil belajar sedikit-sedikit (note: SANGAT sedikit) tentang html.
gw: apa backgroundnya item aja?
aya: iya tapi tulisannya harus putih...
gw: hmmm..
aya: sama merah... VAMPIR banget xDDD
gw: ....tapi kan gw sukanya werewolf
gw dan aya: ....
well yeah, this layout is more VAMPIRIC, with sexy black and red. LOL
fyi, memang sekarang gw menggilai twilight, tapi disitu gw suka Jacob Black, seharusnya abu-abu, karena abu-abu kurang oke jadi... hahahha
sebenernya juga gw ga tersirat vampir2an pas ngusulin backgroundnya item. karena gw takut cerita vampir. waktu itu gw baca newmoon malemnya ada bram stoker's Dracula. gw ga bisa tidur, karena gw salelu kebayang mereka mengendap2 si tengah malam... *shudder*
*ahem* mulai serius.
IKK selesai, tingkat tiga selesai.
tinggal tunggu pengumuman hari selasa, entah gw lulus IKK ato ga. abis itu gw punya 6 minggu off (secara teknis). dan karena gw ga jadi getaway bareng chi sama nad, gw harus menemukan kegiatan selama 6 minggu off. Riset, Baksos, Booklet ACTION, breaking dawn, ngurursin fandom jejepangan yang udah ketinggalan, Final Fantasy, Coelho-nya chi, Tuesdays with Morrie, The Tunnel.... semoga tidak membosankan :D
kemarin seharian gw dirumah bales dendam,
tidur dari jam 8, bangun siang, maen sims, nonton desperate housewife, maen sims lagi..
what a (-put your adjective here-) life!
oh iya, hari ini gw ke Harkit,
jenguk uwak gw yang sinkop pas jalan2.. takutnya ada sesuatu dengan jantung (dan otak) nya. terus ketemu Ka Tila disana, sempet cerita2 dikit2 ngobrol dikit2 sampe ada satu orang dokter jaga yang ngomongnya ga enak, yah pokoknya gw tau kalo maksudnya nyuruh gw keluar dari IGD. huh! kan padahal lagi ngobrol.
well, dia kena TIA, sampe sekarang masih baring, baringnya lebih enak ke kanan, lidahnya pelo dikit. tapi kesadaran masih oke, kognitif masih oke, cuma dia ga seimbang, karena ga bisa jalan lurus. dokternya kemudian SMS dia kena TIA (mungkin di serebellum? soalnya ga-seimbangnya itu keliatan banget). pas udah di scan ada stenosis di arteri femoralis dan karotis koroner. susah juga sih, uwak gw masih merokok dll, makan juga katanya masih mending udah bisa diatur, tapi mungkin rokoknya itu.
it's like facing the two side of a coin
kemungkinan satu, he doesn't know what he's doing, or maybe he knows, but he doesn't care.
kemungkinan dua, he knows what he's doing, he DOES care, but all he wants just a little bit attention from a family...
*shrug*
well, menurut gw cara terbaik buat mengetahui alasan suatu tindakan orang adalah asumsi, dan mencoba di posisi orang tersebut. tapi dua-duanya subjektif, apa lagi pilihan kedua itu, harus bener2 tau orangnya kaya apa...
have a nice holiday then!
16 Juli 2008
BD rants
Ok,ok i KNOW i shouldn't be posting blog or something, i know i should be dealing with my future ComMed exam right now but i just can't help to POST this.
well, setelah stephenie meyer memutuskan untuk lebih "membunuh" gw dengan kepenasaran dengan cara ngepost quotes2 dari breaking dawn, and just one thing crack me the most:
Breaking Dawn Quote - #5
"Bella: “Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You’re not taking him to a strip club, are you?”"
xDDD
gw ngakak gila pas baca ini.. mana komen2 di FI ga membantu gw berenti ketawa..
LOL,
EDWARD CULLEN? Stripclub?
that cheesy edward?? yah gw tau dia udah idup selama 110 taun, tapi menurut buku2nya itu cewe di mata edward kan cuma Bella, jadi, i just can't imagine him be around girls.. except bella...
xDDDD
well, edward, if you DO plan on going, don't take Jacob with you, he's still underage XDD
makin ga sabar nunggu breaking dawn >________<
well, setelah stephenie meyer memutuskan untuk lebih "membunuh" gw dengan kepenasaran dengan cara ngepost quotes2 dari breaking dawn, and just one thing crack me the most:
Breaking Dawn Quote - #5
"Bella: “Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You’re not taking him to a strip club, are you?”"
xDDD
gw ngakak gila pas baca ini.. mana komen2 di FI ga membantu gw berenti ketawa..
LOL,
EDWARD CULLEN? Stripclub?
that cheesy edward?? yah gw tau dia udah idup selama 110 taun, tapi menurut buku2nya itu cewe di mata edward kan cuma Bella, jadi, i just can't imagine him be around girls.. except bella...
xDDDD
well, edward, if you DO plan on going, don't take Jacob with you, he's still underage XDD
makin ga sabar nunggu breaking dawn >________<
13 Juli 2008
CODE BLUE
Quickpost this image to Myspace, Digg, Facebook, and others!Kira-kira beberapa bulan ini gw off dari johnny's (buat yang ga familier, itu kaya agency boyband jepang yang populer BGT dan terkenal dengan "keluaran"nya yang oke buat dijadiin target fangirling). kemaren gw minta uti buat kopiin gw code blue. film Jepang Pi baru (Pi itu nickname Yamashita Tomohisa -- gambar disebelah cowok yang ga pake kaca mata) setelah propodai..
jadi ceritanya tentang sistem baru yang mau diaplikasiin jepang. namanya doctor heli, jadi beberapa dokter langsung ke TKP pake heli buat nyelametin orang2 yang gawat, katanya karena ambulan itu mayan lama (and i was INDEED thinking, When My beautiful exotic country will apply this kind of extraordinaire system? oh well... i love my country, still.).
jadi ada emapt orang trainee yang pengen dijadiin dokter heli itu, (ada di gambar sebelah). sebenrnya udah keliatan banget kalo film ini mu dijadiin sarana publikasi sistem baru ini, mana yang dipake itu Pi lagi (fyi, he's so freaking famous, and many girls would give everything up for seeing him... Lebai sih).
abis nonton film itu, respon gw adalah:
makin stres, makin ga siap ke klinik, kayanya gw bakal jadi orang yang bengang-bengon aja disitu...
*sigh*
Got to go.
Lebih baik kalo ngubek2 yutube nyari teknik stitching yang bener, ato lanjutin ngafalin KKD (secara ga ada OP gw males juga sih sebernya), sambil dengerin lagu No Air ke puluhan kalinya...
10 Juli 2008
No air - Jordin sparks ft. Chris Brown
But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
08 Juli 2008
04 Juli 2008
Guilty Pleasure
*Bang her head on the wall*
...Tunggu, gw masih sadar
*jedotin lagi*
...masih oke, Glasgow Coma Scale masih 15
*jedotin lebih keras*
...maybe i need a little "help"
*ambil pnaci di dapur, pukul kepala pake panci*
Mata berkunang2? check.
Sulit jalan lurus? check.
Sensorik terganggu? check.
Kognitif terganggu? check.
terima kasih, gw telah merusak SSP gw dengan baik.
in my imagination, at least
*sigh*
karena gw masih perlu kepala ini (dan isinya yang sekarang harusnya distimulasi pake produk2 IKK) buat ujian ntar, jadi dokter dan menjalani kehidupan sehari-hari (diantaranya nge-blog dan fangirling) kayanya ga mungkin gw melakukan hal diatas...
apa yang membuat gw ingin menghantam kepala gw di tembok?
it's because of the fact that I'M SUCH A BIG SPENDER!
Oke2, nyokap ke Surabaya..
meninggalkan gw uang jajan yang sedikit "extra"
sebenernya gw ada niatan untuk langsung nabung si extra itu ke bank, takut tangan gw yang jail ini beli macem2...
but guess what???
hari ini gw ke puri.. untuk sesekali nikmatin makan siang enak (karena gw ngirit selama seminggu ini hehehe) tapi pas gw masuk gw melihat tulisan berbahaya:
Polo, 50% off, all items.
Refleks seorang wanita. (taulah...)
abis itu niat ke stroberi (sebuah toko pernak-pernik yang terkenal dengan musik hip-hop dan warna shocking pink seantero ruangan..) coba cari2 tempat HP (untung lagi ga ada) abis itu ke disc tarra...
SK (ShopKeep): Cari apa mbak
gw: Hm... NKOTB? Summertime
SK: *cek* Ga ada mbak
gw: oh.
pas gw keluar disc tarra...
2 hal yang gw sadar:
1. NGAPAIN SIH GW CARI CD NKOTB??? XDDD
2. dan ditangan gw ada CD Marie Digby. Well, i like this girl, tapi... worth it kah?
Such a big spender i am.
karena sudah menyadari bahwa extra gw sudah menipis, gw makan fastfood nan murah meriah (dan ga sehat). abis udah bilang ga makan di rumah...
...Tunggu, gw masih sadar
*jedotin lagi*
...masih oke, Glasgow Coma Scale masih 15
*jedotin lebih keras*
...maybe i need a little "help"
*ambil pnaci di dapur, pukul kepala pake panci*
Mata berkunang2? check.
Sulit jalan lurus? check.
Sensorik terganggu? check.
Kognitif terganggu? check.
terima kasih, gw telah merusak SSP gw dengan baik.
in my imagination, at least
*sigh*
karena gw masih perlu kepala ini (dan isinya yang sekarang harusnya distimulasi pake produk2 IKK) buat ujian ntar, jadi dokter dan menjalani kehidupan sehari-hari (diantaranya nge-blog dan fangirling) kayanya ga mungkin gw melakukan hal diatas...
apa yang membuat gw ingin menghantam kepala gw di tembok?
it's because of the fact that I'M SUCH A BIG SPENDER!
Oke2, nyokap ke Surabaya..
meninggalkan gw uang jajan yang sedikit "extra"
sebenernya gw ada niatan untuk langsung nabung si extra itu ke bank, takut tangan gw yang jail ini beli macem2...
but guess what???
hari ini gw ke puri.. untuk sesekali nikmatin makan siang enak (karena gw ngirit selama seminggu ini hehehe) tapi pas gw masuk gw melihat tulisan berbahaya:
Polo, 50% off, all items.
Refleks seorang wanita. (taulah...)
abis itu niat ke stroberi (sebuah toko pernak-pernik yang terkenal dengan musik hip-hop dan warna shocking pink seantero ruangan..) coba cari2 tempat HP (untung lagi ga ada) abis itu ke disc tarra...
SK (ShopKeep): Cari apa mbak
gw: Hm... NKOTB? Summertime
SK: *cek* Ga ada mbak
gw: oh.
pas gw keluar disc tarra...
2 hal yang gw sadar:
1. NGAPAIN SIH GW CARI CD NKOTB??? XDDD
2. dan ditangan gw ada CD Marie Digby. Well, i like this girl, tapi... worth it kah?
Such a big spender i am.
karena sudah menyadari bahwa extra gw sudah menipis, gw makan fastfood nan murah meriah (dan ga sehat). abis udah bilang ga makan di rumah...
30 Juni 2008
Flying of ideas
idea #1:
Since when a small treat thought to be offensive?
or.. dunno, maybe it's just in my head...
it's a freakin' small treat, i just feel like treating some friend and they refuse it. Man, i hate rejection. Hate and Scare the hell out of it.
idea #2:
JERMAN KALAH!!!!!
ARGHHHH!!!
idea #3:
nguping percakapan teman *cough**cough*
A: Itu istrinya dr I bukan? liat namanya
B: Kayanya bukan, lebih tua
A: Yah Kan cinta ga mandang usia...
xDxDxD..
idea #4:
Mu menyerahkan satu tanggung jawab ke seseorang,
tapi ga yakin...
tapi capek kalo kerjain sendiri...
tapi ga yakin...
tapi...
tapi...
idea #5:
sempet penasaran gimana mereka setelah 15 tahun,
tetep yah^^... DANCE nya itu lho...
and they're Thirty-someting... xD
but it's good, kualitas suaranya masih...
(tapi sumpah gw ngakan abis ngeliat Video2 mereka yg lama...)
idea #6:
Should learn to restrain myself for spending money on pointless thing
idea #7:
Nyokap pergi Rabu seminggu ke surabaya ma bokap n tante...
kenyataan bahwa gw akan diganggu kaka gw selama seminggu terlihat menyebalkan
idea #8:
Lebai Mode:ON
Since when a small treat thought to be offensive?
or.. dunno, maybe it's just in my head...
it's a freakin' small treat, i just feel like treating some friend and they refuse it. Man, i hate rejection. Hate and Scare the hell out of it.
idea #2:
JERMAN KALAH!!!!!
ARGHHHH!!!
idea #3:
nguping percakapan teman *cough**cough*
A: Itu istrinya dr I bukan? liat namanya
B: Kayanya bukan, lebih tua
A: Yah Kan cinta ga mandang usia...
xDxDxD..
idea #4:
Mu menyerahkan satu tanggung jawab ke seseorang,
tapi ga yakin...
tapi capek kalo kerjain sendiri...
tapi ga yakin...
tapi...
tapi...
idea #5:
sempet penasaran gimana mereka setelah 15 tahun,
tetep yah^^... DANCE nya itu lho...
and they're Thirty-someting... xD
but it's good, kualitas suaranya masih...
(tapi sumpah gw ngakan abis ngeliat Video2 mereka yg lama...)
idea #6:
Should learn to restrain myself for spending money on pointless thing
idea #7:
Nyokap pergi Rabu seminggu ke surabaya ma bokap n tante...
kenyataan bahwa gw akan diganggu kaka gw selama seminggu terlihat menyebalkan
idea #8:
Lebai Mode:ON
27 Juni 2008
Good people DO exist...
Hari ini wawancara Staf LoCo.
gw ga berharap lolos, bukannya gimana, tapi tahun keempat ini gw pengen bener2 fokus
enough of slacking off!
Maaf Bal, tapi kalo ada yg bisa gw bantu Insya Allah pasti gw bantu...
Janji!
oh iya, sebenernya bukan itu intinya.
hari ini pas pulang, ada motor nunjuk-nunjuk ban gw, karena kahwatir gw berhenti di depan Shell Senen. dan bener aja lho, ban gw kempes. BGT. Flat!
lalu ada motor menepi di depan gw. liat ke belakang kaya mu ngebantu gitu.
karena posisi gw ga Pw, gw masuk ke Shell, (motor itu ga masuk, i wonder why?)
trus salah satu mas2 Shell nanya kenapa? manajernya dipanggil, trus gw jelasin keadaan gw.
udah ban bocor, pulsa abis pula.. Manajer baek itu minjemin esianya buat nelfon bokap.
yah seperti biasa, sebelum ngasih wejanan gw di marahin dulu.
akhirnya gw mohon2 ma manajernya untuk minta tolong gantiin ban. (sebelumnya sih ada staf baik namanya pak Iwan udah bilang mau gantiin ban gw) tapi harus nunggu acc dari manajer itu dulu.
Manajernya OK-OK aja, tapi dia harus ngelayanin costumer (yang pada akhirnya tuh orang grecokin aja)abis itu pas iwan tadi bantuin gw.
untung pernah liat ganti ban, jadinya gw tau dikit2 pas pak iwan bingung pake dongkrak gw yang aneh bin ajaib. lalu sambil ganti ban ngobrol2..
gw: maaf ya pak, nambah kerjaan aja..
Pak Iwan: Mbak kena dimana?
gw: ga atau saya dari Salemba..
Pak Iwan: Ohh Pasti di Fly Over
gw: Kok bisa tau?
Pak Iwan: iya mbak sering yang kesini gara2 pecah ban juga, untung larinya ke Shell, ga aman lho mbak...
*sigh*
That's brand new tire i must say, ga sampe sebulan...
tapi udah ada paku besar dan mengkilap nancep disitu.. Damn You, Whoever you are!
pelajaran yang gw dapet:
1. Jakarta ga aman (emang!)
2. Harus ngerubah kelakuan nyetir yang mepet2
3. CDMA DO Necessary! gw berpikir nabung buat CDMA,mungkin HP abal2nya esia... perlu disaat lo ga punya uang buat ":"kasih makan" GSM lo yang providernya udah bikin lo kesel tapi terpaksa ga ganti karena temen SMA lo pegang nomor itu semua...
akhirnya orang itu ga mau gw kasih tip, karena ga mungkin gw beli bensin Shell, akhirnya gw bayar dengan beli Aqua.. (ga penting but, Oh well...)
hehehe pak Manajer gw lupa tanya namanya
dan Staf Shell (mbak kasir, pak Iwan, sama satu cowo lagi yang ga berenti nyuruh gw ganti ke Shell) syang udah ngebatu anak manja ini ganti ban.. hahaah
May God Bless you and Your Business.
Random Thought:
Be Fair, Namanya juga manusia. harus mengerti dan dimengerti.
edit:
di Twilight movie, kenapa yang jadi Jasper Hale lebih ganteng dr Robert Pattinson?
Oh well...
gw ga berharap lolos, bukannya gimana, tapi tahun keempat ini gw pengen bener2 fokus
enough of slacking off!
Maaf Bal, tapi kalo ada yg bisa gw bantu Insya Allah pasti gw bantu...
Janji!
oh iya, sebenernya bukan itu intinya.
hari ini pas pulang, ada motor nunjuk-nunjuk ban gw, karena kahwatir gw berhenti di depan Shell Senen. dan bener aja lho, ban gw kempes. BGT. Flat!
lalu ada motor menepi di depan gw. liat ke belakang kaya mu ngebantu gitu.
karena posisi gw ga Pw, gw masuk ke Shell, (motor itu ga masuk, i wonder why?)
trus salah satu mas2 Shell nanya kenapa? manajernya dipanggil, trus gw jelasin keadaan gw.
udah ban bocor, pulsa abis pula.. Manajer baek itu minjemin esianya buat nelfon bokap.
yah seperti biasa, sebelum ngasih wejanan gw di marahin dulu.
akhirnya gw mohon2 ma manajernya untuk minta tolong gantiin ban. (sebelumnya sih ada staf baik namanya pak Iwan udah bilang mau gantiin ban gw) tapi harus nunggu acc dari manajer itu dulu.
Manajernya OK-OK aja, tapi dia harus ngelayanin costumer (yang pada akhirnya tuh orang grecokin aja)abis itu pas iwan tadi bantuin gw.
untung pernah liat ganti ban, jadinya gw tau dikit2 pas pak iwan bingung pake dongkrak gw yang aneh bin ajaib. lalu sambil ganti ban ngobrol2..
gw: maaf ya pak, nambah kerjaan aja..
Pak Iwan: Mbak kena dimana?
gw: ga atau saya dari Salemba..
Pak Iwan: Ohh Pasti di Fly Over
gw: Kok bisa tau?
Pak Iwan: iya mbak sering yang kesini gara2 pecah ban juga, untung larinya ke Shell, ga aman lho mbak...
*sigh*
That's brand new tire i must say, ga sampe sebulan...
tapi udah ada paku besar dan mengkilap nancep disitu.. Damn You, Whoever you are!
pelajaran yang gw dapet:
1. Jakarta ga aman (emang!)
2. Harus ngerubah kelakuan nyetir yang mepet2
3. CDMA DO Necessary! gw berpikir nabung buat CDMA,mungkin HP abal2nya esia... perlu disaat lo ga punya uang buat ":"kasih makan" GSM lo yang providernya udah bikin lo kesel tapi terpaksa ga ganti karena temen SMA lo pegang nomor itu semua...
akhirnya orang itu ga mau gw kasih tip, karena ga mungkin gw beli bensin Shell, akhirnya gw bayar dengan beli Aqua.. (ga penting but, Oh well...)
hehehe pak Manajer gw lupa tanya namanya
dan Staf Shell (mbak kasir, pak Iwan, sama satu cowo lagi yang ga berenti nyuruh gw ganti ke Shell) syang udah ngebatu anak manja ini ganti ban.. hahaah
May God Bless you and Your Business.
Random Thought:
Be Fair, Namanya juga manusia. harus mengerti dan dimengerti.
edit:
di Twilight movie, kenapa yang jadi Jasper Hale lebih ganteng dr Robert Pattinson?
Oh well...
24 Juni 2008
Quotes of the day...
Angels you see with your eyes, may not an Angel in heart.
And Devils you see with your eyes may not a devil in heart.
dunia ini menipu :)
tapi gw belajar sesuatu, untuk melihat sesuatu lebih global...
and really, really don't judge a book by it's cover (...and few first pages maybe ;P)
And Devils you see with your eyes may not a devil in heart.
dunia ini menipu :)
tapi gw belajar sesuatu, untuk melihat sesuatu lebih global...
and really, really don't judge a book by it's cover (...and few first pages maybe ;P)
17 Juni 2008
Infamous dr.R
dr.R: Well, kamu tau nama saya?
Seorang Teman (ST): ...dr.F bukan?
dr.R: ...tapi saya biasa dipanggil dr.R...
ST: Oh.
Langsung kepala gw kekonek.
He's the dr.R, the infamous ICU-man (is there any such word anyway?? LOL) dengan kata-katanya yang kadang-kadang tajam menyelam (well, menurut temen gw beberapa tahun silam)
jadi dengan gambaran yang udah ketanem di kepala gw, gw jadi tegang selama KKD ituh
but he's not that bad, He's chatting around, Joking around, nggodain salah satu temen gw LOLz...
well, sometime he said something a little bit harsh tho'
but that's the way it is,...
Hari ini gw gloomy...
pas kemaren gw Maag+GERD selama 1 setengah jam penuh derita...
ceritanya gini,
kemaren gw ngurusin riset, at least mencoba mengurus riset
karena riset gw di suruh olah gara-gara alat terkutuk itu.
setelah kesepakatan gini-gitu, akhirnya dia bilang:
yah kali ini kalian coba dua otot, kalo ga bisa, forget it.
kalian ganti judul, saya ada data diatas yang harus di atur.
well, mengingat gw satu bulan setengah lagi udah mulai klinik, gw mikir kapan gw sempet ngerjain itu?
malang banget sih gw >___________<
and Fall in Love drives me nuts,
>____<
Random thoughts, mengutip dr novel yg sedang gw gilai.. LOL:
"if you can have anything in this world, anything at all, what would it be?"
--"You."
"No. you can't ask for something you already have"
well, i'm jealous of Bella, not for Edward. but for being loved like that. LOL
oh cut it out me, silly delusional girl. LOL
HORE! besok mu ngracunin twilight ke satu temen!!
huhu!
Seorang Teman (ST): ...dr.F bukan?
dr.R: ...tapi saya biasa dipanggil dr.R...
ST: Oh.
Langsung kepala gw kekonek.
He's the dr.R, the infamous ICU-man (is there any such word anyway?? LOL) dengan kata-katanya yang kadang-kadang tajam menyelam (well, menurut temen gw beberapa tahun silam)
jadi dengan gambaran yang udah ketanem di kepala gw, gw jadi tegang selama KKD ituh
but he's not that bad, He's chatting around, Joking around, nggodain salah satu temen gw LOLz...
well, sometime he said something a little bit harsh tho'
but that's the way it is,...
Hari ini gw gloomy...
pas kemaren gw Maag+GERD selama 1 setengah jam penuh derita...
ceritanya gini,
kemaren gw ngurusin riset, at least mencoba mengurus riset
karena riset gw di suruh olah gara-gara alat terkutuk itu.
setelah kesepakatan gini-gitu, akhirnya dia bilang:
yah kali ini kalian coba dua otot, kalo ga bisa, forget it.
kalian ganti judul, saya ada data diatas yang harus di atur.
well, mengingat gw satu bulan setengah lagi udah mulai klinik, gw mikir kapan gw sempet ngerjain itu?
malang banget sih gw >___________<
and Fall in Love drives me nuts,
>____<
Random thoughts, mengutip dr novel yg sedang gw gilai.. LOL:
"if you can have anything in this world, anything at all, what would it be?"
--"You."
"No. you can't ask for something you already have"
well, i'm jealous of Bella, not for Edward. but for being loved like that. LOL
oh cut it out me, silly delusional girl. LOL
HORE! besok mu ngracunin twilight ke satu temen!!
huhu!
11 Juni 2008
i HATE EURO 2008!!!!
Abang gw baru beli gitar elektrik plus ampli.
i SWEAR to GOD, that is the first thing i want to throw outof my window.
dengan ga berempati pada adeknya yang harus bangun pagi dan bergulat dengan kejamnya dunia sampe sore... dia seenaknya maen tengah malem
mending bagus. he's in the step of learning, but still damaging my ears (and Sleep)
ditambah dengan euro '08
lengkaplah kekurang-tiduran gw...
pas kemaren gw pindah ke kamar mama buat cari "ketenangan" ternyata bokap gw ga salah heboh nonton spanyol ma russia yang berakhir tragis itu... (4-1 bo, kenapa juga si Casillas itu kebobolan atu biji??) . Jadi intinya: Gw BENCI EURO! i HATE EURO '08, IT RUINS MY SLEEP!
Oh iya tadi gw ke PI, sebelumnya gw pengen meluk nadia dulu n bilang makasih hehehe *hug*
untuk membuka pengetahuan tentang toko buku impor deket2 situ hahaha
akhirnya gw dapet new moon! satu2nya!
hehehe
mungkin kalo gw ga kalah cepet bakal diambil, karena pas gw mau pre order eclipse banyak ternyata yang mesen o__O dan yang gw liat dari blog2 fans lokal, pada ga dapet new moon smw, keabisan..
selama jalan pulang gw mau coba curi2 baca secara lampu merah harmoni kan lama banget
tapi entah kenapa, selama gw jalan pulang gw ga dapet lampu merah, lancar banget...
*emang ga dijinin baca sambil nyetir kali ya bow..*
akhirnya gw berhadsil baca dikit2 tadi sebelum magrib.
gawat tuh, kalo ga fasil gw dr. Nani, dan inet kalo gw harus kerjain mandiri sebaik2nya, gw ga akan berenti heheheh
i SWEAR to GOD, that is the first thing i want to throw outof my window.
dengan ga berempati pada adeknya yang harus bangun pagi dan bergulat dengan kejamnya dunia sampe sore... dia seenaknya maen tengah malem
mending bagus. he's in the step of learning, but still damaging my ears (and Sleep)
ditambah dengan euro '08
lengkaplah kekurang-tiduran gw...
pas kemaren gw pindah ke kamar mama buat cari "ketenangan" ternyata bokap gw ga salah heboh nonton spanyol ma russia yang berakhir tragis itu... (4-1 bo, kenapa juga si Casillas itu kebobolan atu biji??) . Jadi intinya: Gw BENCI EURO! i HATE EURO '08, IT RUINS MY SLEEP!
Oh iya tadi gw ke PI, sebelumnya gw pengen meluk nadia dulu n bilang makasih hehehe *hug*
untuk membuka pengetahuan tentang toko buku impor deket2 situ hahaha
akhirnya gw dapet new moon! satu2nya!
hehehe
mungkin kalo gw ga kalah cepet bakal diambil, karena pas gw mau pre order eclipse banyak ternyata yang mesen o__O dan yang gw liat dari blog2 fans lokal, pada ga dapet new moon smw, keabisan..
selama jalan pulang gw mau coba curi2 baca secara lampu merah harmoni kan lama banget
tapi entah kenapa, selama gw jalan pulang gw ga dapet lampu merah, lancar banget...
*emang ga dijinin baca sambil nyetir kali ya bow..*
akhirnya gw berhadsil baca dikit2 tadi sebelum magrib.
gawat tuh, kalo ga fasil gw dr. Nani, dan inet kalo gw harus kerjain mandiri sebaik2nya, gw ga akan berenti heheheh
08 Juni 2008
Good Books for Health
LOL. terserah orang mungkin bilang gw obsesif terhadap sesuatu.
but, when is the last time i got jumpy like this when reading a book?
komik W Juliet? Maybe. First Books of Harry Potter (dimana JK Rowling sepertinya belum tertekan dengan Rating dan popularitas... no Offense. still love her tho')? Yah bisa dibilang begitu. PS: I Love You? Yang ada gw nangis bukan lompat-lompat.
Gw inget waktu itu temen gw Della, di bandung dengan baik hati ngasih buku... The King's apaa.. gitu karangan judith Polley. gw nyari novel itu udah sampe keringetan di senen, kwitang dan tempat novel bekas lainnya (karena gw yakin ga akan diterbitin yg baru) sampe akhirnya gw menemukan Della... Hahaha... dan gw suka BANGET buku itu. i feel jumpy!^^ (ga secara harfiah tentunya, susah juga gw baca sambil lompat) dan nyelesain satu buku itu dalam sehari. ada juga Bartimeus Trilogy, ceritanya aga anak2 dan ringan tapi tetep aja banyak unsur ke-fantasiannya yang jadi daya tarik utama buku itu menurut gw heheh. sungguh, gw mungkin suka cerita romace ato apa, tapi sesuatu yang terlalu "real" kadang2 buat gw bosan^^;;--alasan gw jarang beli novel Single and Happy.
trus?
ok move on guys.
sebenernya udah lama banget gw ngeliat sebuah buku dengan judul ga menarik "Twilight" bertengger di Rak utama toko buku deket rumah dan gw mengambil kesimpulan:
1. nih buku pasti best seller, soalnya yang pernah bertengger di rak itu kalo ga seri harry potter, ayat2 cinta, Dan brown's series
2. kemungkinan kedua, buku ini lagi tayang di layar lebar. dengan alasan yang sama
3. Kayanya novel fantasi, covernya dan namanya cukup meyakinkan
4. Pas gw baca resensinya. satu reaksi dari gw :"ga menarik" dan tu buku langsung gw taro ke raknya semula.
Akhirnya kemraen pas beli kertas kado papa, buku itu pindah tempat, bukan di rak utama tapi udah langsung di depan pintu masuk dengan stok banyak. gw berangkat ke kesimpulan ke lima: nih buku tenar gila. ya sudah gw beli, ga ada kerjaan dirumah kan mendingan baca buku.
serial Harry Potter 3 gw baca dalam 2 hari, Bartimeus yang Ptolemy's Gate gw baca dalam 2 hari, PS: I Love you gw baca dalam 1 minggu (yes, coz this story is too REAL!). tapi gw udah nyampe 3/4 dari Twilinght dalam waktu setengah hari! hoho! How i Love This book so much!
ga terlalu fantasi, ga terlalu real, plotnya bagus, settingannya masa kini (pertama gw kira abad ke 18 gitu, soalnya gw juga suka cerita kolosal hahaha), komfliknya oke, tapi yg paling penting Edward Cullen kereeennn >__________<
must read book!
but, when is the last time i got jumpy like this when reading a book?
komik W Juliet? Maybe. First Books of Harry Potter (dimana JK Rowling sepertinya belum tertekan dengan Rating dan popularitas... no Offense. still love her tho')? Yah bisa dibilang begitu. PS: I Love You? Yang ada gw nangis bukan lompat-lompat.
Gw inget waktu itu temen gw Della, di bandung dengan baik hati ngasih buku... The King's apaa.. gitu karangan judith Polley. gw nyari novel itu udah sampe keringetan di senen, kwitang dan tempat novel bekas lainnya (karena gw yakin ga akan diterbitin yg baru) sampe akhirnya gw menemukan Della... Hahaha... dan gw suka BANGET buku itu. i feel jumpy!^^ (ga secara harfiah tentunya, susah juga gw baca sambil lompat) dan nyelesain satu buku itu dalam sehari. ada juga Bartimeus Trilogy, ceritanya aga anak2 dan ringan tapi tetep aja banyak unsur ke-fantasiannya yang jadi daya tarik utama buku itu menurut gw heheh. sungguh, gw mungkin suka cerita romace ato apa, tapi sesuatu yang terlalu "real" kadang2 buat gw bosan^^;;--alasan gw jarang beli novel Single and Happy.
trus?
ok move on guys.
sebenernya udah lama banget gw ngeliat sebuah buku dengan judul ga menarik "Twilight" bertengger di Rak utama toko buku deket rumah dan gw mengambil kesimpulan:
1. nih buku pasti best seller, soalnya yang pernah bertengger di rak itu kalo ga seri harry potter, ayat2 cinta, Dan brown's series
2. kemungkinan kedua, buku ini lagi tayang di layar lebar. dengan alasan yang sama
3. Kayanya novel fantasi, covernya dan namanya cukup meyakinkan
4. Pas gw baca resensinya. satu reaksi dari gw :"ga menarik" dan tu buku langsung gw taro ke raknya semula.
Akhirnya kemraen pas beli kertas kado papa, buku itu pindah tempat, bukan di rak utama tapi udah langsung di depan pintu masuk dengan stok banyak. gw berangkat ke kesimpulan ke lima: nih buku tenar gila. ya sudah gw beli, ga ada kerjaan dirumah kan mendingan baca buku.
serial Harry Potter 3 gw baca dalam 2 hari, Bartimeus yang Ptolemy's Gate gw baca dalam 2 hari, PS: I Love you gw baca dalam 1 minggu (yes, coz this story is too REAL!). tapi gw udah nyampe 3/4 dari Twilinght dalam waktu setengah hari! hoho! How i Love This book so much!
ga terlalu fantasi, ga terlalu real, plotnya bagus, settingannya masa kini (pertama gw kira abad ke 18 gitu, soalnya gw juga suka cerita kolosal hahaha), komfliknya oke, tapi yg paling penting Edward Cullen kereeennn >__________<
must read book!
05 Juni 2008
Haunted House
Kayanya rumah ini berhantu
maybe not that "kind" of ghost but surely thing, semua orang dirumah ini punya temperamen yang buruk pas pindah! yah. termasuk gw.
coba diinget2,
well, kapan gw (pas di rumah lama) marah2 sambil teriak2 kaya orang gila?
maybe once a year? *bukannya gimana* untuk seorang yang sensitif and cepet marah gw sadar gw punya "galon" yg cukup lebar buat nahan itu semua sebelum akhirnya.. keluar. meledak ato ga meledak
but in THIS house,
in about four months, i did it like 2 times already
dan sebenernya ga tau kenapa jadi pemarah ampunan2 kaya gini
trus juga nyokap ma kaka gw berantem mulu. tiap minggu!
sebenernya gw kuatir aja,
dia baru sembuh dari radioterapinya, gw takut stress malah ngurangin daya tahan tubuhnya
bokap gw juga,
padahal udah dingajiin 2x
sama 2 ustad yang berbeda
kata mereka sih ga ada apa2.. well, physicly, emang ga ada apa2
tapi pas gw pindah gw inget banget tiba2 terlintas dipikran gw kalo "it's not gonna be easy"
semoga ga ada apa apa deh...
random tought: i DESPISE my brother's girlfriend. thanks to her, this house is "heated" up
maybe not that "kind" of ghost but surely thing, semua orang dirumah ini punya temperamen yang buruk pas pindah! yah. termasuk gw.
coba diinget2,
well, kapan gw (pas di rumah lama) marah2 sambil teriak2 kaya orang gila?
maybe once a year? *bukannya gimana* untuk seorang yang sensitif and cepet marah gw sadar gw punya "galon" yg cukup lebar buat nahan itu semua sebelum akhirnya.. keluar. meledak ato ga meledak
but in THIS house,
in about four months, i did it like 2 times already
dan sebenernya ga tau kenapa jadi pemarah ampunan2 kaya gini
trus juga nyokap ma kaka gw berantem mulu. tiap minggu!
sebenernya gw kuatir aja,
dia baru sembuh dari radioterapinya, gw takut stress malah ngurangin daya tahan tubuhnya
bokap gw juga,
padahal udah dingajiin 2x
sama 2 ustad yang berbeda
kata mereka sih ga ada apa2.. well, physicly, emang ga ada apa2
tapi pas gw pindah gw inget banget tiba2 terlintas dipikran gw kalo "it's not gonna be easy"
semoga ga ada apa apa deh...
random tought: i DESPISE my brother's girlfriend. thanks to her, this house is "heated" up
30 Mei 2008
22 Mei 2008
the King Edmund
Tadi gw (secara tiba-tiba) mutusin nonton narnia yang baru.
bioskopnya sepi (megaria, tapi udah bagus lho bow...) jadi walaupun dapet baris F masih bisa nonton paling depan. kebanyakan yang nonton anak-anak SMP, yang tiap kali Skandar sesuatu itu (yang jadi king edmund itu lho... tau ga yang bikin gw kaget nama tengahnya Amin *LOL* dan dia satu sekolah ma Harry Potter-guy) mereka tereak2 dan berfangirling ria...
Gw: belakang gw brisik banget pi
Silvie: Oh iya... hahaha gara2 si edmund
Gw: kita ikutan yok fangirling, lo milih siapa
Silvie: Peter deh. (pas peter belom jadi nyebelin heheh) lo?
Gw: ga edmund?
Silvie: Males rebuta sm yang belakang...
Gw: ya udah gw Lord Mizar aja...
Silvie: *ngakak*
jadilah selama 2 jam lebih beberapa menit itu gw mencoba mengalahkan suara di belakang gw dengar fangirling Lord Mizar... Sayang sekali dia mati akhirnya :(
suasana hati hari ini:
Sendu.
sampe gw nangis pas nyetir pulang (malu sama mas-mas tolnya)
dada rasanya penuh, hati sedih...
yang lebih aneh, gw ga tau kenapa gw sendu...
David Archuleta Kalah? i don't give a damn man, David Cook surely blows me away in his performace... (walaupun wallpaper gw masih David-A sekarang)
Dicuekin waktu itu? well, i think i have reason to get over him, i was mad back then, but now i'm laughing about it. Maybe it is true that me and him wouldn't make a good match. even it's hard and will take a lot of time and pain, i'll try.
Paling soal mimpi itu...
kayanya gw curhat sama orang yang salah...
emang kita harus nanggepin sesuatu dengan realistis, sebelum waktunya lewat mana tau mimpi itu ebner ato ga
tapi masalahanya gw ngrasa ga karuan,
rasanya ga enak...
that's why when you love something too much
you can't imagine what you'll do if he isn't for you to see and touch anymore...
bioskopnya sepi (megaria, tapi udah bagus lho bow...) jadi walaupun dapet baris F masih bisa nonton paling depan. kebanyakan yang nonton anak-anak SMP, yang tiap kali Skandar sesuatu itu (yang jadi king edmund itu lho... tau ga yang bikin gw kaget nama tengahnya Amin *LOL* dan dia satu sekolah ma Harry Potter-guy) mereka tereak2 dan berfangirling ria...
Gw: belakang gw brisik banget pi
Silvie: Oh iya... hahaha gara2 si edmund
Gw: kita ikutan yok fangirling, lo milih siapa
Silvie: Peter deh. (pas peter belom jadi nyebelin heheh) lo?
Gw: ga edmund?
Silvie: Males rebuta sm yang belakang...
Gw: ya udah gw Lord Mizar aja...
Silvie: *ngakak*
jadilah selama 2 jam lebih beberapa menit itu gw mencoba mengalahkan suara di belakang gw dengar fangirling Lord Mizar... Sayang sekali dia mati akhirnya :(
suasana hati hari ini:
Sendu.
sampe gw nangis pas nyetir pulang (malu sama mas-mas tolnya)
dada rasanya penuh, hati sedih...
yang lebih aneh, gw ga tau kenapa gw sendu...
David Archuleta Kalah? i don't give a damn man, David Cook surely blows me away in his performace... (walaupun wallpaper gw masih David-A sekarang)
Dicuekin waktu itu? well, i think i have reason to get over him, i was mad back then, but now i'm laughing about it. Maybe it is true that me and him wouldn't make a good match. even it's hard and will take a lot of time and pain, i'll try.
Paling soal mimpi itu...
kayanya gw curhat sama orang yang salah...
emang kita harus nanggepin sesuatu dengan realistis, sebelum waktunya lewat mana tau mimpi itu ebner ato ga
tapi masalahanya gw ngrasa ga karuan,
rasanya ga enak...
that's why when you love something too much
you can't imagine what you'll do if he isn't for you to see and touch anymore...
19 Mei 2008
Halo!
usah lama ga post
things have been hell lately... as usual.
gw juga heran
sebenernya gw lagi kesel bgt.
mu crita cuma males
yang ada malah ngingetin itu terus..
well, what we have here?
mild anemic me?
kemaren gw demam 5 hari, hari senen paksain masuk, rasanya udah ga keruan
tapi entah kenapa pas PK malah gw jadi sehat dan keringetan abis itu sakit lagi. ntah emang penyakitnya baekan ato ada ketua modul yang cuma berjarak 2 M dari gw LOL
trus gw periksa darah, yang ngagetin. Hb gw cm 10...
Ht juga rendah. pokoknya mild anemic, tapi katanya harus diantisipasi
jadi sekarang minum preparat besi setiap hari.
sebenernya dari dulu udah curiga gw anemia,
lemes, lesu, lelah dan gampang ngantuk. (kalo masalah suka ga nyambung sih itu emang dari sononya hahah)
jadi laporan deh, dikasih preparat besi itu, tapi udah diminum ko Hb masih 10 ya?
padahal akhir-akhir ini juga gw sering makan daging lho...
banyak yg kaget pas gw bilang Hb gw cuma 10
coz in real life you'll not guess that i'm anemic by my appearance hahah..
akhir2 ini gw suka banget sama The davids.
bagi yang belum tahu, itu lho finalis american idol
sumpah ya baru kali ini ikutan ngikutin american idol selama 7 tahun kiprah reality show itu
lagi suka David Archuleta
He's so cute that My mom may adopt him and ditch me out of the house LOL
hahaha... and He sings really well too :)
usah lama ga post
things have been hell lately... as usual.
gw juga heran
sebenernya gw lagi kesel bgt.
mu crita cuma males
yang ada malah ngingetin itu terus..
well, what we have here?
mild anemic me?
kemaren gw demam 5 hari, hari senen paksain masuk, rasanya udah ga keruan
tapi entah kenapa pas PK malah gw jadi sehat dan keringetan abis itu sakit lagi. ntah emang penyakitnya baekan ato ada ketua modul yang cuma berjarak 2 M dari gw LOL
trus gw periksa darah, yang ngagetin. Hb gw cm 10...
Ht juga rendah. pokoknya mild anemic, tapi katanya harus diantisipasi
jadi sekarang minum preparat besi setiap hari.
sebenernya dari dulu udah curiga gw anemia,
lemes, lesu, lelah dan gampang ngantuk. (kalo masalah suka ga nyambung sih itu emang dari sononya hahah)
jadi laporan deh, dikasih preparat besi itu, tapi udah diminum ko Hb masih 10 ya?
padahal akhir-akhir ini juga gw sering makan daging lho...
banyak yg kaget pas gw bilang Hb gw cuma 10
coz in real life you'll not guess that i'm anemic by my appearance hahah..
akhir2 ini gw suka banget sama The davids.
bagi yang belum tahu, itu lho finalis american idol
sumpah ya baru kali ini ikutan ngikutin american idol selama 7 tahun kiprah reality show itu
lagi suka David Archuleta
He's so cute that My mom may adopt him and ditch me out of the house LOL
hahaha... and He sings really well too :)
08 Mei 2008
it's aching
My back, i mean.
udah dua minggu, tadinya pegel2 cuma sampe bahu-leher aja sekarang udah kemana-mana. sekitar situ aja sih. punggung maksudnya.
rasanya sakit, mana kemaren bergadang untuk alesan yg setelah gw pikir2.. bener2 ga penting:
gw maen sims 2, gw baru aja "ngelulusin" sim dari universitasnya dan dia sekarang nikah sama orang (random, ga buatan gw) pengen liat anaknya kaya apa.
secara nunggu dari bayi sampe anak2 aja lama.
kenapa coba gw ga ngerjain mandiri aja.
ngabisin waktu.
gw bangun pagi dengan sangat berat hati karena ga cukup tidur.
capek2 mesti nyetir segitu jauhnya (lebai), alhasil ga dapet parkir di tempat favorit.
oh iya, tadi siang gw terancam pulang jam tiga yang semestinya jam satu.
mobil yg parkir di belakang gw ituh di rem tangan, padahal perkirnya pararel.
untung ada "parking men" yang berpendidikan S-1 hehehehe (sorry guys...) Amudi, Pandu, Najib dkk. yang *sebenernya mau kelaur dan hanya bisa keluar kalo mobil gw keluar.
ribet ga? ribet. tapi baru kali ini gw diparkirin sama 7 orang bow!
bwahahaha
*ketauan dudulnya.
Kalo kemarin2 gw berdoa "meminta" sesuatu...
meminta ini dalem konteks pilihan, yah maksudnya kalo emang ga baik untuk gw, tolong dikasih jalan yang lain... Jika Baik, mohon dikabulkan.
i wished, and i'm thinking that i asked to God in so many Prayers but why didn't He grant it? or at least, answer it in second choices if it's really not good for me.
lalu satu pikiran masuk ke dalam kepala gw.
He ANSWERED it.
tapi yang dimaksud adalah bahwa apa yg gw minta itu "memang" bukan untuk gw.
nggak baik untuk gw atau emang dibuat bukan untuk masuk dalam kehidupan gw.
jadi intinya mungkin gw terlalu terfokus pada apa yg gw minta itu, seolah gw memaksa untuk mendaptkan apa yg gw minta itu. dan setelah berdoa, mungkin gw ga menyadari kalo ternyata Dia menunjukkan jawaban bahwa itu ga baik untuk gw.
i don't know, cuma spekulasi seorang manusia.
mungkin nanti kenyataannya spekulasi ini salah dan it turns upside-down?
seriously, who knows.
udah dua minggu, tadinya pegel2 cuma sampe bahu-leher aja sekarang udah kemana-mana. sekitar situ aja sih. punggung maksudnya.
rasanya sakit, mana kemaren bergadang untuk alesan yg setelah gw pikir2.. bener2 ga penting:
gw maen sims 2, gw baru aja "ngelulusin" sim dari universitasnya dan dia sekarang nikah sama orang (random, ga buatan gw) pengen liat anaknya kaya apa.
secara nunggu dari bayi sampe anak2 aja lama.
kenapa coba gw ga ngerjain mandiri aja.
ngabisin waktu.
gw bangun pagi dengan sangat berat hati karena ga cukup tidur.
capek2 mesti nyetir segitu jauhnya (lebai), alhasil ga dapet parkir di tempat favorit.
oh iya, tadi siang gw terancam pulang jam tiga yang semestinya jam satu.
mobil yg parkir di belakang gw ituh di rem tangan, padahal perkirnya pararel.
untung ada "parking men" yang berpendidikan S-1 hehehehe (sorry guys...) Amudi, Pandu, Najib dkk. yang *sebenernya mau kelaur dan hanya bisa keluar kalo mobil gw keluar.
ribet ga? ribet. tapi baru kali ini gw diparkirin sama 7 orang bow!
bwahahaha
*ketauan dudulnya.
Kalo kemarin2 gw berdoa "meminta" sesuatu...
meminta ini dalem konteks pilihan, yah maksudnya kalo emang ga baik untuk gw, tolong dikasih jalan yang lain... Jika Baik, mohon dikabulkan.
i wished, and i'm thinking that i asked to God in so many Prayers but why didn't He grant it? or at least, answer it in second choices if it's really not good for me.
lalu satu pikiran masuk ke dalam kepala gw.
He ANSWERED it.
tapi yang dimaksud adalah bahwa apa yg gw minta itu "memang" bukan untuk gw.
nggak baik untuk gw atau emang dibuat bukan untuk masuk dalam kehidupan gw.
jadi intinya mungkin gw terlalu terfokus pada apa yg gw minta itu, seolah gw memaksa untuk mendaptkan apa yg gw minta itu. dan setelah berdoa, mungkin gw ga menyadari kalo ternyata Dia menunjukkan jawaban bahwa itu ga baik untuk gw.
i don't know, cuma spekulasi seorang manusia.
mungkin nanti kenyataannya spekulasi ini salah dan it turns upside-down?
seriously, who knows.
06 Mei 2008
Meme!
Eight years ago (from today) in 2000
1) How old were you?
13!
2) Where did you go to school?
75 Junior High
3) Where did you work?
They would arrest my parents if i work at that time LOL
4) Where did you live?
West Java
5) Where did you hang out?
at School yard
6) Did you wear glasses?
Yep
7) Who were your best friend(s)?
Cheerful girl named Cempaka
8) How many tattoos did you have?
None... LOL
9) How many piercings did you have?
Two on both ears
10) What car did you drive?
M-11 Public TRansport xDxD
11) Had your heart broken?
i was Happy as little sunshine^^
12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single and Happy lol
13) Virgin or Not?
DUH!
14) Any Kids?
Wow.. no.
***4 years ago/2004***
1) How old were you?
17
2) Where did you go to school?
65 Senior High
3) Where did you work?
None.
4) Where did you live?
Still in the same place as above
5) Where did you hang out?
Cinemas...
6) Did you wear glasses?
creepy isn't it? yeah. and my menace is growing
7) Who were your best friend(s)?
Arif, Fajar, Alex, Sumar, Indah, Ayudi, Achie, Hesti, Pudding,... Miss u guys
8) How many tattoos did you have?
Nope.
9) How many piercings did you have?
Still Two... LOL
10) What car did you drive?
Silver Toyota Kijang which no longer mine...
11) Had your heart broken?
Hell Yeah.
12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single
13) Any Kids?
Nope.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Today/2008-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1) How old are you?
20
2) Where do you work?
Unemployed
3) Where do you live?
west Jakarta
4) Do you wear glasses?
I wish i could take it off
5) Who is/are your closest friend(s)?
Those Happy people.. lol
6) Do you talk to your old friends?
sometimes :)
7) How many piercings do you have?
still two.
8) How many tattoos?
Nope.
9) What kind of car do you have?
Black Honda City
10) Had your heart been broken?
still dangling
11) Single/taken/married/divorced?
Single :)
12) Any Children?
Nope.
1) How old were you?
13!
2) Where did you go to school?
75 Junior High
3) Where did you work?
They would arrest my parents if i work at that time LOL
4) Where did you live?
West Java
5) Where did you hang out?
at School yard
6) Did you wear glasses?
Yep
7) Who were your best friend(s)?
Cheerful girl named Cempaka
8) How many tattoos did you have?
None... LOL
9) How many piercings did you have?
Two on both ears
10) What car did you drive?
M-11 Public TRansport xDxD
11) Had your heart broken?
i was Happy as little sunshine^^
12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single and Happy lol
13) Virgin or Not?
DUH!
14) Any Kids?
Wow.. no.
***4 years ago/2004***
1) How old were you?
17
2) Where did you go to school?
65 Senior High
3) Where did you work?
None.
4) Where did you live?
Still in the same place as above
5) Where did you hang out?
Cinemas...
6) Did you wear glasses?
creepy isn't it? yeah. and my menace is growing
7) Who were your best friend(s)?
Arif, Fajar, Alex, Sumar, Indah, Ayudi, Achie, Hesti, Pudding,... Miss u guys
8) How many tattoos did you have?
Nope.
9) How many piercings did you have?
Still Two... LOL
10) What car did you drive?
Silver Toyota Kijang which no longer mine...
11) Had your heart broken?
Hell Yeah.
12) Were you Single/Taken/Married/Divorced?
Single
13) Any Kids?
Nope.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Today/2008-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
1) How old are you?
20
2) Where do you work?
Unemployed
3) Where do you live?
west Jakarta
4) Do you wear glasses?
I wish i could take it off
5) Who is/are your closest friend(s)?
Those Happy people.. lol
6) Do you talk to your old friends?
sometimes :)
7) How many piercings do you have?
still two.
8) How many tattoos?
Nope.
9) What kind of car do you have?
Black Honda City
10) Had your heart been broken?
still dangling
11) Single/taken/married/divorced?
Single :)
12) Any Children?
Nope.
01 Mei 2008
*emo mode: ON
Blog baru...
gpp yang di LJ masih aktif, cuma ini mungkin satu lagi media pelampiasan gw yang laen hehehe..
mood? lagi emo, akhir2 ini emo terus.
kenapa ya?
gw mikir tiap hari, jalanin rutinitas yang sama.
bangun pagi-pagi buta, buru2 mandi, pergi ke kampus, ngelewatin tol yang sama, ketemu tukang parkir yang sama, parkir ditempat yang sama, pulang, lewat harmoni dengan tiga lampu merahnya itu..... pas sampe rumah, tinggal capek. ngerjain tugas sambil mikir.. hal baru apa yang terjadi hari ini? nggak ada.
bosen. tapi harus dijalanin.
gimana dong?
well2 insya Allah kalo modul ini mulus, bakal langsung ke klinik.
ga siap nih, ga siap semuanya. terutama mental.
karena yang gw denger dari gosip2 harus menerjang "panas terik hujan badai " disitu...
takut ga kuat dua tahun kaya gitu ^.^;;; (berarti harus latihan)
whoever you are kalo segrup ma gw please sadarin gw kalo gw udah mulai putus asa. patah semangat, rasa mu bunuh diri ato lemah dan lekas lelah (pemicu kali ini)
OIYA! lagi2 tergila2 sama sushi (or.. at least my friends are...)
ntah berkali2 gw makan sushi minggu ini
dari sama Aya di SushiNaga deket rumah (tenag yg punya bukan naga ko, masih manusia)
sama temen2 kampus di Sushi Tei dll.
sushi mulu.
tapi enak. dan senang ahaha...
gw cuma kuat makar 2 plate. itu pun dengan niat ngeracunin anak2 pake spicy salmon..
(yang pada akhirnya gw kecewa karena ican n julian ga keracunan, alis ga kepedesan... kenapa cuma gw??? sial!)
gimana dengan seseorang yg berkomentar
"sushi? gw suka bgt tuh! bisa makan 7 plate gw!"
........................ok.
some random photo...
iya. gw udah gila nyetir di jembatan layang sambil poto2....
uwaaahhhh masih EMO!
gpp yang di LJ masih aktif, cuma ini mungkin satu lagi media pelampiasan gw yang laen hehehe..
mood? lagi emo, akhir2 ini emo terus.
kenapa ya?
gw mikir tiap hari, jalanin rutinitas yang sama.
bangun pagi-pagi buta, buru2 mandi, pergi ke kampus, ngelewatin tol yang sama, ketemu tukang parkir yang sama, parkir ditempat yang sama, pulang, lewat harmoni dengan tiga lampu merahnya itu..... pas sampe rumah, tinggal capek. ngerjain tugas sambil mikir.. hal baru apa yang terjadi hari ini? nggak ada.
bosen. tapi harus dijalanin.
gimana dong?
well2 insya Allah kalo modul ini mulus, bakal langsung ke klinik.
ga siap nih, ga siap semuanya. terutama mental.
karena yang gw denger dari gosip2 harus menerjang "panas terik hujan badai " disitu...
takut ga kuat dua tahun kaya gitu ^.^;;; (berarti harus latihan)
whoever you are kalo segrup ma gw please sadarin gw kalo gw udah mulai putus asa. patah semangat, rasa mu bunuh diri ato lemah dan lekas lelah (pemicu kali ini)
OIYA! lagi2 tergila2 sama sushi (or.. at least my friends are...)
ntah berkali2 gw makan sushi minggu ini
dari sama Aya di SushiNaga deket rumah (tenag yg punya bukan naga ko, masih manusia)
sama temen2 kampus di Sushi Tei dll.
sushi mulu.
tapi enak. dan senang ahaha...
gw cuma kuat makar 2 plate. itu pun dengan niat ngeracunin anak2 pake spicy salmon..
(yang pada akhirnya gw kecewa karena ican n julian ga keracunan, alis ga kepedesan... kenapa cuma gw??? sial!)
gimana dengan seseorang yg berkomentar
"sushi? gw suka bgt tuh! bisa makan 7 plate gw!"
........................ok.
some random photo...
iya. gw udah gila nyetir di jembatan layang sambil poto2....
uwaaahhhh masih EMO!
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