Like warmth of an old friend

Just realized there's a world behind Med School craziness and books of Jane Austen.
A forgotten memories, delight of anger and laugh of mine in many years back. some of them felt painful by then, but when it comes to remembering it couldn't help to bring a smile and a warm heart.

like warmth of an old friend.
Yes i'm feeling Melancholy, don't laugh at me LOL
but i'm currently browsing things that used to be the object of my happiness, things that i would lose something to get into that. well, see how obssesive i am into things? haha, i'm glad i can control it now. LOL

*sigh*
i want to get back into those days
when the part of me still innocent and idealistic xD. but still, i'm not that old now...

Talking about old friend,
Been visited by high school best friend yesterday, she mused about how "womanly" i could get now, and why i'm willing to use heels LOL. She and I were sit next to each other in the third grade, we were high-school punk-rocker (lol), hated girly-thing, definitely DESPISED boybands..

i'm glad i wan't telling her i started to listen those mushy love songs and read Cheesy romantic novels or everything with title "Love"..
she might think i was abducted by aliens in recent four years lol.
She hadn't changed a bit, still the spunk, open-minded, full-energy dear old friend. She's just speak a bit more "Philosophy", (which cracked me up once in a while *evil friend*).

No matter how much i said i hated my High School with Passion, i miss them.
my friends, our bad jokes, my ex-crushes (lol), our musings about exams... even my once-i-thought-mind-distorted teacher (he IS kinda weird). i want to feel it once again, wearing those "unattractive" white shirt and gray skirt, sitting in our beloved IPA-1, Chatting before bell rings, gossiping... i miss those days dearly.

Currently listening to One Love by Arashi
i even don't know there's such song, the last song i heard will be something from TIME Sooo Yesterday, i know *giggles*
(one of the things that i said above, my former addiction, can't say former either) i didn't meant to forget those, the two years back, losing self in fangirling in every gathering.. LOL.

Buat anak AI sori ya ga bisa dateng gath,
padahal gw pengen banget lho, cuma gw harus ngejer nyicil skripsi, oktober apapun yg terjadi gw mesti sidang, sedangkan nanti departemen pertama itu IGD takut ga ada waktu...

it's sucks when you have to choose between your delight and your duty. *synical laugh*
Ayo2.. Penyebab mata merah apa????

EDIT:
Bagiannya Jun:

hyakunen saki mo ai wo chikau wo, kimi wa boku no subete sa

DAMN IT! Jun, Please say that those words is for me... please...
Haha Ja Ne~

gw baru nyadar kalo ini wedding song...

*mata merah, mata merah...*